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. let's waste time chasing cars .
New York....I just got back, was there from early Monday through Wed....first time anywhere where I did everything all on my own, and knew absolutely no one ( Read more... ) -
. this is the end.
Well, I did it. I ended it with Ruben. Again. But this time for real. I know it's the right thing to do, it's just very hard. But life will move on, and it will be okay. Everything turns out okay, since everything is for a reason. -
.sometimes i wish i could paint my face, and pretend that i am someone else.
Why does he upset me so? Everything will be fine and dandy, and then, *BAM* he acts like an asshole and hurts me in so many ways. I don't think I can take the mental abuse anymore. I mean, does he even realize what he is doing? Everytime I try to talk to him he just doesn't get it.
I hate how my life is going right now; I wish it were December. I ( Read more... ) -
. i seriously hate guys.
Sometimes. My boyfriend is being an annoying f***. We'll be all happy dory, and then BAM outta nowhere he gets all upset and then leaves without saying good-bye and slamming the door. The boy's got ISSUES, I swear. Man, sometimes, I wish I could just say "sayonara" (or however you spell it) but I know that would be really hard. If it was November ( Read more... ) -
. we are all innocent, we are, we are.
Me and Jesus are friends again. Yay! (i bet that sounds funny when you don't put the accent. ha.) That makes me really happy. In fact, the whole day was pretty good; i was in a chirpy mood. Last night I watched Along Came Polly with Ruben because the couple reminds us of us (Me as Polly and Ruben, as, well, Ruben. Ha.) And I think that helped me ( Read more... ) -
. every single night, the same arrangement.
Well, what a crazy crazy summer. It's really frightning, and incredibly exciting, to know that in just a few months I will be heading out to NYC. (well, actually earlier, to get housing situation all set up and such.) But I'm afraid, because certain things are so good right now and I am afraid of how that is all going to turn out. I don't know, I ( Read more... ) -
. one song before i go.
I had this fab dream last night ( Read more... ) -
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For some reason, I feel really good about work today. Though, it is true that probably nothing at all will happen out of the ordinary, I guess it's just a nice feeling that for one, Mondays go by really fast, and two, we have off tomorrow for the holiday; and it's paid. Yay!
So...life is crazy. Had a pretty good weekend at faire, I always feel bad ( Read more... ) -
.why are you so damn self-destructive?.
So I wrote an entry last night, using it as a form of test. I was curious if my boyfriend read my LJ. So I wrote the worst possible entry that he would ever want to see on here. Why? Because I guess late at night when you've been through a long day of pain you think of sadistic things to do, and then don't really think much about it. And I wanted ( Read more... )
