fucking spray...its choking me in here and im so in the other room

life is almost complete

i have almost everything i could ever need

how does it feel?   its kinda scary...kinda awesome.....

sometimes i feel too much

but i am so happy with you.

bryans spray is choking me.

today is easter how wonderful it is to have fucked my weekend plans right up,,,

this week was drunk,

heh

bryan is talking on the phone....hes such a cutie.

Its cooooold in here
very very very very fucking cold

frigid house it sucks.

you left without me...jerk

i wanna play super mario brothers.

stupid mortal kombat.

wanted to end it all.
everything last night.
me
love
the world

i felt like hell

nothing was right

i only wanted to cuz i got scared
scared to actually be in love with you
scared of the end result
scared of a broken heart
scared of ....other stuff
but if i woulda and woke up this morning
today would of been the last day of my life

i love you

we gunna party like its your birthday
sip bacardi like its your birthday
cuz we don't give a fuck its your birthday

haha.

i went gangsta on yo ass

enough

good times
im old...er

cake

love

kristyn and charile and bryan and melanie
all of that i mean them today

my dad thinks all i do is talk on the phone and lay with the computer.
he thinks i never sleep
he thinks i can go to school at ten am after working 3rd shift
he can suck it
he thinks a bunch of shit
just fucking listen to me asswipe its hard.
do you think staying up from like 7pm to 2pm is difficult? its almost 20 hours and there are only 24 in a day
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forever.
time to go i hope

i just wanna see bryan
don't wanna be here...

come ooooooooooooon dad hurry up so i can leave

i neeeeeeeeeeeed to be cuddled

yup.

face washing time. =]

rawr

good.

im just wasting space

i love you

is it that i get so far down in the dumps that its just not fair?

i just don't understand.
i'm not feeling so happy whatsoever
i feel like... well i can't even explain it
i just know its not right
since everything i have is good
it fucking sucks i don't like this feeling

please shoot me.

stab me rip stab stab.

hahahaha ive been up since 630 last night. hhhhhhhhhhhhhhha!

teal and i ore going to bask in fake sun
visit moe
have a good day
maybe visit the bowflex
have awesome awesomness
yesh bob evans is a good good time
except by the bathroom
mother fuckers

stop my breathing and slit my throat

see bryan and sleep hahaha
rape time later.
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trying.

cant seem to get it right.
ever.
cant seem to do anything in a fashonable time.
fuck this.
my best friend is sick.
i hope shes ok.
i love you melanie don't have anything bad.
fuck it.
fuck boys that don't give me my shit back
fuck people that take off and don't ever see if i need a ride.
its 7pm.
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