by ignoring, u numb ur self to emotions.

[fallenreliquary]

just got back from mason. it was fun. i am now a mason. thought i would call stine and tell her how it went, tell her i ,love her and sweet dreams, but...she is not picking up her phone still. i miss her. hope she is doing ok. well im off to do hw. whatever to bussy myself from my bussy thoughts...drifting to a slumber of sad regrets...love. i hope

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[cali1327]

I do want to talk to you. Just not at 12 pm. I do have other thigns to worry about. I am doing shitty in school and such and cant just put everything else on hold to deal with this. We definetly need to find a time to talk though. I am glad about you mason joining. damn cult. congrats.

[fallenreliquary]

sorry for calling so late.i understand, do what you must, i want u to good school. take as much time as u need, just know i'm here for you if you need somebody. i'm really proud of u and how hard u trying, if anyone knows how hard you work, it would be me from first hand experence, ive been on the front lines :).

i just got back my biology grade, its my 5 quiz, i failed it, but got above b+ on the other ones, just double guessing and stuff. got a hudge project im turning in today about micrcoscopes, fun stuff huh :). im sorry again, for all the hurt i may have caused. something like this has never happened in our relationship. i love u hun, and just know im here if u need me. good luck with school, im rooting(not sure if thats how u spell the word) for you. :)