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[fallenreliquary]

i have had plently of bandaid relationships....then i was the bandaid, fuck ever doing that to someone, it hurts like a hell, and i will never do it again...NEVER FUCKING EVER. i got mine....so satifyication is now gurteteed

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[sidsuicide]

**huggles yew**

[frostedsparkles]

Joe and I just broke up... It doesn't even seem real. Even though this is partly my fault it doesn't seem right. How can something that hurts this bad possibly be right?

It's weird, we didn't leave it on "bad" terms... even though a break up is rarely good. It's not all good. But it's not all bad either. I told him that I need to get my shit together, take care of myself before I can take care of him. He says it's for the best. He says there is a good chance we'll get together again. I hope so. He's being strong for me because it's so easy to be weak... All I want to do is be weak.

He still loves me and I love him. He says he will wait until after my birthday to let his mom know. He still wants to get me presents. He said he knows I'm expecting to have a crummy birthday and he doesn't want to make it worse.

All I want to do is cry.

[ali_cat_09]

i really hate to see you so upset, im really sorry it ended like it did...
hugs,
Al E sOn
ps. if you ever need to talk, or whatever, gimme a call (617) 921 3590

[fallenreliquary]

thank you alison. i really appreicate it..i thought i would never be able to talk to again..so thanks for caring and stuff. it means alot.