Love is a scary emotion!! It's something most human kind longs for and then when you have it your afraid to loose it. My fear isn't loosing it, getting hurt, but more so not knowing what to do with myself when that day arrives and it's over ( Read more... )

So my goal for the rest of 2007 are the following ( Read more... )

Awesome my boyfriend is bleeding out his pee hole..and guess who is having the finger pointed at them ( Read more... )

What are friends for?? I guess to tell you that your boyfriends two last girlfriends were really hot. Wow makes me feel fuckin super considering I already feel like crap knowing all his songs with his band are about fuckin his ex's. It's why I don't go to his shows honesty, but I can't tell him that ( Read more... )

Going to 3 smashing pumpkin shows at the Fillmore with my boyfriend..

Can't wait..finally going to go do something totally awesome with my boyfriend..not that I Don't love cuddling, watching movies, local shows, and sushi.

Man he is the best..date your friends it's awesome!!

No no, not the new Zach Braff movie ( Read more... )

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So I'm suppose to be peer editing classmates essays right now but their lack of knowledge in the English language is killing me right now. I don't know how many yours, you're, we're , were shit I can read right at this moment. Now I know how teachers feel but they have to do this to 20+ fuckin' students, poor them ( Read more... )

I've been depressed or something to that effect. Why? I didn't know at first besides what's going on relationship wise but it's mostly because I'm not happy with my life. I know I've been home 4 months now but everyday it seems like I just came back home and I miss it just the same ( Read more... )

I don't know if I ....

want to punch you in the face....

OR

kiss your face...

I just know it seems like all the happiness I did have is slowly draining away and I have nothing to stop it..someone call roto-rooter!!

All I know is I really can't handle another heartbreak anytime soon