HOLY FUCKIN MONKEY SHIT!!!... In exactly 30 days from today I will no longer be working in the video rental/ manager on duty job. And I'm fucking excited and can't wait. Sadly I will miss my free rentals the occassional cool customers and like 70% of the people i work with. But I can' no longer deal with 40+ hrs a week making 7.50, and working ( Read more... )

Lately my nerves have been getting to me..I'm having nightmares. I find myself panicking about leaving in a two months. Don't get me wrong this is my dream to travel Europe but a part of me is like holy shit I'm leaving for 3 months. No familar faces or voices, or much contact from family and friends. And I'm freaking out..I have a big problem ( Read more... )

Why do I get so easily angered over stuff..especially things I love ( Read more... )

Once upon a time my dream was to be a veterinarian. Since I was in preschool I knew that I loved animals, and wanted to do it in some form as a career one day. But this dream has been stamped upon by many people in my life saying I could never do it, or the worst was having my therapist a few months back tell me working with animals is a hobby not ( Read more... )

So as of right now I'm a horrible ass friend, and I should have my ass whooped! I may loose a friend or two in the next couple of days if shit goes down. I'm in the middle of some sick love triangle/ affair and its complete crap you would see on a soap opera ( Read more... )

Woa insane night..after I got off of at 11:05 I went and saw XMEN 3 with some coworkers and pals. INSANCE..no where to sit but hte front and I was sorta high so I was like wtf ahh the fire is flying at my face. The action was awesome but I think they could have done a little bit more with the movie and maybe the story line a wee bit. Too many ( Read more... )

Why is it so intriging to flirt with a customer? Not sure if it's because I want to see the reaction or if you get a reaction back it's just amusing. When I say flirting I don't like give them free movies and make sure clevage is showing, and flip my hur ( Read more... )

So I use to care if people were reading my lj..meaning like if i wrote about them they would shit their pants..now I don't care. If your reading this then oh well I guess sucks for me ( Read more... )

Why am I always the girl that isn't good enough it seems for anyone to date? Why am I just the girl people hang out with to have fun but that is pretty much all it ever amounts to. The girl all the other chicks dislike because they think I'm up to something when I'm just being me. I have love and passions to give just like the next girl. I'm ( Read more... )

I think it's safe to say I'm giving up ( Read more... )