15 minutes until my 18th birthday!!!! Here is my last entry as a "child", so to speak ( Read more... )

It feels like October again. I did not like October very much. A lot of confusion and pain. I was rereading some of my Diaryland entries from October and I completely forgot about the time that I went a week without talking to John because I wanted to detach more. I couldn't handle not fitting into his schedule and getting mad when he couldn't ( Read more... )

Ahhhh... last night was really nice. Matt and I got some coffee at Bean Hollow and walked around Old Ellicott City for 2 hours. We ran into Angie Henle, who came up to us as we were ordering and gave us hugs and love. BTW, listen to 98Rock tonight at 11. She's giving an interview and playing with her band. Give her some support ( Read more... )

Over the past couple of days I have ( Read more... )

So I keep having these dizzy spells. For like the past 2 weeks. Now my parents are concerned. As am I. So I stayed home from school and I'm going to the doctor at 3:30. I have rehearsal tonight too. This blows. No one is around to keep me company. And I'm sad. I lied... I have John Mayer and his sweet sweet music to keep me company right now.

( Right now )

Ok. So I'm posting at 8 in the morning and I'm not at school. No... I'm not skipping. I'm getting ready to go visit College Park. I'm getting private tours of the Performing Arts Center, Scholars residence halls, and Broadcast Journalism facilities. Then I leave to go to rehearsal at 3 ( Read more... )

Well... as my boyfriend so helpfully pointed out (:D), I failed to mention my AMAZING time with him this break. I did end up spending lots of time with him... which was just so perfect ( Read more... )

So here's where the chips have fallen ( Read more... )

:D John's home ( Read more... )

Sigh. I let reality get to me. I decided to finally admit to myself that I probably won't see John much next week. Of course, I will be able to see him which is better than what we've got going on now ( Read more... )