Hey everyone!

well marks party was VERY awesome, i was a playboy bunny! i had tons of fun! after that we went to pattys house and spent the night there.. then saturday we were suppose to go to this party but.. it got cancelled for... obvious reasons! but instead we went to go see Ray which was really good but also VERY long! sunday was halloween ( Read more... )

for the last time-take a good hard look.....i'm not okay...

I GIVE UP!!! i cant really seem to please anybody right now and when i do.. it so wasn't worth it, hey thanks for making me feel like nothing!! i so owe you one!

OH MAN!!!  i am the greatest person ever! only b/c john said so... and he is usually right about alot of stuff!!! so yeah i think i can say that he is right about this!!

ultimatereverend: but you are the greatest person ever

silly john!!! BYE KIDS LOVE YOU ALL!!

hey everyone!

well yesterday was pretty cool! i went to lowes.. then i went to starbucks and got coffee and saw one of andees friends mark who works there.. hahaha that was cool! then went to andees but couldn't stay long then went to jersey girl bakery.. that place is sooo good! then i went to the fresh market and got some stuff, then i went home ( Read more... )

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so yeah i stayed home today because my alarm didn't go off and my mom came in and was like its 6:05!!! and so i was just like fuck that, there was no way in hell i could have been ready to go by 6:25.. IT JUST WASN'T POSSIBLE FOR ME!  so i went back to bed! but i really cant miss alot of days this year.. like for serious! anyways i dunno what i'm ( Read more... )

there isn't really much to say.. i guess i'm feeling a little better then i was yesterday! which kicks ass! but anywho today was pretty good i had to improv a project but thats ok! and i finally got to see taylor after an as long time! oh and i got to see justin too! i was excited!! i <3 you!!!!!! oh then theres tyler who kinda pissed me off ( Read more... )

i dunno what to say.. i need someone here with me to let me know that everything is gonna be fine. how can i not be upset? i mean i cant be there so at least let me cry... just a little and let me try to make this easier on myself.. i dont know why but i wish i could be there with you.. every second so you wouldn't be scared or nervous... i dont ( Read more... )

this is for someone that i have known for a while but is having a hard time right now... i love you and i'm always here.. be strong for me

Dont you do that
Dont you start your tears
Just remember all the time we spent over the years
Never cry
Never think bad of me
Whats done is done and thats the way it had to be