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and i receed

so he kissed me in the fog underneath the street light. and the warmth from him made me wanna stay there for a lifetime;

and now everything just makes sense.

♥

there's a piece of you that's here with me
its everywhere i go, it's everything i see
when i sleep, i dream and it gets me by -
i can make believe that you're here tonight...

whoa. journal neglection. anywho, i've been working. a lot. i've got 27 hours this week, but it'll all be worth it once i get paid. ultimately, i like it there a lot, i just hate getting all the stingy old people that flip out if they don't get exactly 35 cents back or something. i sort of miss having my free time, getting to see my friends all ( Read more... )

you ask me for the words to remember your mother ( Read more... )

i forgot to add that friday night we toked and went to the berlin fair. and it was fun. but unbelievably cold.

my mom's doing better. my dad is not.

okay, that is all.

my mom got put in the hospital today. she had chest pains and her left side went numb. they said she was alright and it's probably just neurological (as opposed to a heart attack) and let her come home, but the pain hasn't went away. i'm scared out of my mind, and my dad wasn't even home all day. and he went and shot pool tonight. at least he came ( Read more... )

things seem to be falling strangely into place. everything i anticipate is turning out way different than it seemed, but, for the most, part turns for the better. or something. it's really wierd how much change winter brings to people. but that's another story, for maybe another year ( Read more... )

i don't know if i felt the music, or you more. or something in the air between the two. three ( Read more... )

to forget is, in essence, to remember.

and to feel?

that is to overcome your ambiguity.

i wonder, if i saw you on the street in years from now, if you would remember my name.

or if i could tell you if any of this was ever really real.

things are ultimately going really well. sometimes luck just lets things fall into place. this weekend is something to look forward to. alex and whatnot maybe tomorrow. saturday some good time mall action. sunday to glastonbury with jenn ( Read more... )