hey everyone sorry i havent updated in a long time but i dont have the internet at the place i call home. its been awhile and i think i have made some really important decisions in life. i will be joining the army. the process has already begun. but i have a little while longer before i actually sign up. but im serious about it. me and megan are ( Read more... )

its been a long time since i updated and sorry for those who have worried. im fine, i live in oxford with my brother chris. once again he came to my rescue because my mom is a two faced pyscho. but other than that everything is going well. me and megan are still together :D and things between us have never been better... never had a relationship ( Read more... )

when im down
i cut myself
i dont feel pain, i feel release.
it breaks me when you do it.
ive been where you are
it only gets better in time.

and im not there to guide you
you guys may feel like you dont need me,
but i wouldnt be here without you...

I Won't See You Tonight (Part 1)- A7X ( Read more... )

i took my written test today for my driving permit. i had to take it twice because the first time i failed and got 11 wrong and your only allowed to miss 10... 1 over big deal right? nope had to take it again... and i barely passed with 10 wrong haha... and then i drove home which was different. my mom freaked out a couple times but thats only ( Read more... )

i was just thinking... i dont know... something seems to be missing right now. feels like there is a certain thing missing yet i have no clue what it is. ive been happy for the last 2 and a half weeks. but the other day i broke down in jason's roomates (??) van the other day when he picked me josh kim and sarah up in it. every since then somethings ( Read more... )

sorry i havent been on to update in awhile. nothings really going on... things here are going ok. sometimes its kinda weird feeling. me josh rob and megan have been hangin out a lot lately. yesterday me and megan went and hung out with chris for a couple hours. it was the first time i seen him since he's gotten out. (im not talking about chris raby ( Read more... )

sorry to anyone who tried getting ahold of me this weekend. i was up north at the cabin and i didnt get any service, and it was roaming so i couldnt answer anyones calls... and i dont know who it was that called it rang up as "unavailable" lemme know if you called.... sorry ( Read more... )

well things seem like they're turning out alright. sorry i havent updated in awhile. i moved outta bev's and was kinda homeless for like a week... stayed with josh, and kim the whole time. those guys rock for takin me in. but now im living with my mom... im about to go back to school, and thinkin about the things that are most important for me to ( Read more... )

today was nuts... not sure what to think of it. i got to hang out with josh a little bit, and jason, and megan. im really hoping me and kim and josh get an apartment. i wanna be out on my own being resonsible for myself. that would be amazing. i dont like taking hand outs, and i feel like i am right now. ive taken care of myself for more than a ( Read more... )