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i got a fishy today. i named him oliver.

and i just made brownies. and they were fucking amazing.

so ive been almost having these crazy panic attacks lately. but ive been calming myself out of them. i think that im starting to realize that i really need to start like, having a real plan. and its sort of freaking me out. especially because i sort of have a plan...well, im working in a job that most people would consider their career ,except that ( Read more... )

ughhhhhh. sometimes i dont know why i do what i do.

oops.

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my mom just told me i need to not let caleb know i smoke weed anymore. and my dad was standing there and my mom said that we both need to cut it out and then my dad looked at me and said i totally agree and then walked away laughing.

ive been having some pretty cool adventures lately. its exciting.

so so so tired.

my mom is funny. this morning at walmart, she just started grabbing things to get becauase she just figured it was a good deal. haha. she didnt even know what the stuff was that she was getting. we ended up with a dvdplayer/recorder thing and a protable dvd player and a gameboy advance and the now old version of xbox ( Read more... )

my brother is such a fucking ass. i really just cant deal with it anymore. i dont understand where he gets off on being such a dickhead all the time. he lies he steals he only thinks about himself. its really sad. and he thinks hes so tough and that he just doesnt have to give a shit. he treats everyone in my family like trash. people shouldnt ( Read more... )

it was the longest walk ever from the end of my driveway to my house tonight.

i got some cool stuff in huntington today.