I am not at all confident in how im doing so far in college. It figures that im writing this on a wednesday night. Wednesday is probably the most discouraging day of the week. And thats because of spanish. Im doing awful in spanish. I probably failed yet another test. Maybe ill get to join some of my friends at GCU next semester ( Read more... )

I went home this weekend mainly for one thing, to once again, really find myself. For a little while it seemed as though i was just lost in the shuffle, between college and the loss, if you met me sometime between, i guess all i can tell you is that im sorry. However, i would like to proclaim this weekend very successful ( Read more... )

Well, its pretty evident right now that my feelings are still day to day. Last night, I could feel no pain. This morning and today well, is another story. I was told i would wake up each morning and feel better but, I cant say that has happened yet ( Read more... )

Well let's go back to the middle of the day that starts it all ( Read more... )

So, I pretty much have to wipe away everything. Start over new, change my whole philosophy on just what my life is and has been to this point. Its kind of random to know that im going to have the last weekend of our lives together documented forever as an ECC video. Im going to be honest and say i probably wont watch that one for quite awhile. ( Read more... )

everything in this world has an expiration date. It seems as though relationships spoil just like old milk ( Read more... )

postcards on the floor ( Read more... )

I was looking forward to fright fest for about two weeks. Today I am looking back wishing it would have lasted just a little bit longer. I wish this whole weekend would have lasted. It was over before i knew it ( Read more... )

The weather is changing, and with it, so are alot of things in life. Ive been in college for just about a month. I havent wrote in awhile because i didnt want to give the impression that i hate college. I know that just about anything i could have written prior to right now, would have made it seem like i want to come home and just quit college ( Read more... )

I feel much better about being here at college now that i have been here for more than 2 weeks. I am finding my feet and thats a great feeling. The only thing that im really worried about here, is my math class.. since that is not my strong point at all. The rest of my classes i feel pretty confident about. Well, than theres spanish, which is ( Read more... )