tragic now isn't it?
So....
SCHOOL IS ALRIGHT GOT SOME OKAY CLASSES...
MY SPEECH TEACHER IS INSANE...
HE MAKES US DANCE..
THE DUDE IS A FUCKING NIGHTMARE..
i HAVE A SPEECH DUE TUESDAY...
YAY....I AM BEGINING TO THINK ME AND TORIAS REALTIONSHIPS ARE LIKE SOMEHOW CONNECTED ( Read more... )
SCHOOL IS ALRIGHT GOT SOME OKAY CLASSES...
MY SPEECH TEACHER IS INSANE...
HE MAKES US DANCE..
THE DUDE IS A FUCKING NIGHTMARE..
i HAVE A SPEECH DUE TUESDAY...
YAY....I AM BEGINING TO THINK ME AND TORIAS REALTIONSHIPS ARE LIKE SOMEHOW CONNECTED ( Read more... )
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You are so beautiful.
This entry brought shivers down my spine,
My eyes a little damp.
I wish more than anything that I could be there with you. Now.
& during this rough time you're going through.
I figured ya know...
Best friends will always be there,
When the big man above decides to take away your hero.
Atleast I could be some comfort in wiping your tears away.
I'm sorry I can't, Holly.
Truly.
You are a brave soul.
You are precious in every single way.
You know how to make yourself feel okay.
Call me.
Call Alan.
Call anyone.
Spend time with her, Holly.
You're getting an opportunity most people will never endure.
Cherish her time left.
Tell her how much you love her.
::Sigh::
I'll always kick myself for not telling mine I loved her when I left.
Isn't it ironic that she died shortly after I'd gone back home...
& guilt swallowed me whole.
But you have that chance now.
So embrace every little part of her.
Smile, love.
Never forget to smile.
--Toria
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There is so little time i fear that i won't be able to....
there is more to lose in this situation then known...
I am in the process of writing her a letter...
i will post it on here when i am finished.
Your words helped...
there is nothing i can say or do to make the pain stop...
i feel i have already lost her...
the grandmother i grew up with would have never of given up...
but pain has flown in to her body and isn't going to leave...
I suppose it is just up to god...
god will listen..
i hope..
I am embracing her life and her words of wiusdom to my full capasity...
and hope fully it will be enough to keep me half way sane when she passes.
there is little hope for recovery...
so now it is my belief
that these are her last days....
so now...
i pray i have the strength....
i believe that i will...
thank you for the support...
you know what i am dealing with
and i appreciate to the highest ...
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im sorry about your grandma she kicks ass i loved her man i rememeber the good times with me you and her in your living room that was so totally awsome man im gonna miss those times i love you and i wish i was there for you but i suck as a friend so yeah but i miss you later doll
chrissy
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