have you ever felt like you were completely alone? as if everyone around you had found someone, each other, or moved on to greater and more wonderous things?

well that is how i feel this very moment.
sometimes i wish i wasn't so much an introvert and shy.

so i had a cavity filled today.
and i nearly fell asleep during the procedure.
i proceeded to come home and take a 3 hour nap.
it was refreshing.

but my tooth is now sore and i am sleepy....again.

*smiles*
i am glad to be home for the summer.

i can't believe that i am sick again and that i have another fever.
gah.
blasted resident halls.

a little more than 2  days and i can go home!

so my perfect driving record is gone. my cheap insurance is gone. i fucked up big time. even though he did lie to me. i have a feeling i am gonna be fucked up big time by the end of the week. i need to get all those scholarships this summer. i need to get the best paying job i can to pay back for all the damages and for my new fucking high ( Read more... )

as a note ::
many of these were taken for aaron, since he is obsessed with the town..


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aimee now has me addicted to posting pictures...although she doesn't know that yet.


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i promise you, i am gonna make you the greatest birthday box in the entire world. because you deserve it and you make me happier than most people nowadays. you truly are the best aaron, truly.

and i am glad he, the unmentionable stalker, has left me along now since saturday. i mean i have been scared of people before, but never before as he scared ( Read more... )

i am begining to think there is something wrong with me.

since when do people who used to say they loved to be around me have no desire to even look my way. i may be naive sometimes, but i know when i am being ignored. and i can't stand it. meh. i wish i could just suck up some confidence and face them, asking them why they won't give me the time of ( Read more... )