Today was pretty cool. Around 2:30 or so I went over to Blair's and hung out with him and Levi. Levi's a pretty cool guy for those of you who don't know him. And we all know that Blair is fucking hilarious and totaly awesome. But anyways I hung out with all 3 of them until about 5 and then Levi went home. So, Blair and I went to Arby's and got some ( Read more... )

This whole Poston or Greenfield thing is driving my fucking insane!! *ahh* I mean I love my friends at Poston...I love them to death, but I will prolly make even more friends at Greenfield and love them too. There are so many good things that could happen if i switched...but then again there are so many bad things that could happen ( Read more... )

I have until the end of tonight to decide if i want to switch schools and i don't know what to do!! I am really not leaving much at Poston besides Nic, Laura, Jessica, and a few others...but those few mean soooooo much to me! It is unbelievable how much i love them! They are always there for me through thick and thin and i think they always will be ( Read more... )

I think I am switching schools...! I think i am going to go to Greenfield. But *ahh* I am going to miss all my friends wayyy too much! Nic & Jessica Nigg especially! But it isn't for sure yet so don't get your hopes up or in my friends cases don't get too sad yet! Haha! But no matter what, if I switch schools

I PROMISE I WILL KEEP IN TOUCH WITH ( Read more... )

Today was awesome--end of semester, 2 week break, danielle & jay, derek & i...and yes i did say derek! My derek, once again! I am so--> happy! But anyways, moving on..Nic and Jay came over and we ate pizza and just hung out like usual. Gosh i love those boys! Nic put on eyeline--hahah! It was hilarious! And then Jay and him barked like dogs so they ( Read more... )

Today was alright. I finished those dman shorts in 2nd hour! FINALLY! I got b4 x*mas presents for those that i love, i basically had fun today. I got into an arguement with my parents but we are all good now--i was almost grounded for 3 weeks! *hrugs* oh well!! Well tomorrow night should be loads of fun! I THINK! gosh! I cannot wait! We are gunna ( Read more... )

Gosh, today was HORRIBLE! Nothing went right...Jess & I are arguing again, and i really don't think we will go back to being friends, she & i both know why and we both know how it can be fixed, but i doubt it will. I like Nicholas sooo much--still--but I am guessing that he will ask out Tori and everything will go great between them so i am just ( Read more... )

TODAY SUCKED! Omg, i hated today...!!!

I asked my friends what they think i should put in my online journal and here is what they said...

HIM diabloi (4:52:52 PM): I LOVE OGIE AKA NIC STEWAAART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sPaNkTHeWafFlE (4:53:48 PM): be all i think waffle is soo hot! in ur journal! hhah j/k

Laura Rene 3 (4:57:23 PM ( Read more... )

Jay and I are pretty much over all b.c i have "changed"! That and everything i do isn't good enough, and i am not worthy of having him like me...and *UGH*! I like Nic Stewart so--> f'n much now, but he likes Tori...! Tori, you are so lucky, get him while you can!

As long as everyone is happy, i guess i can be too...

As I'm here in my room,
All I can do is think about you.
Remembering the moments
we've shared,
the first time I met you,
the smile that let me know
you deeply cared.

But all I can do is cry,
wondering why I even try.
If you didn't want to be with me,
why did you bring me
into this world of fantasies?
A world where I had opened
my heart without a doubt
knowing ( Read more... )