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[fallinglilys31]

i hate facebook's minifeed. i could just delete him as a friend so i won't see all the stuff that hurts but..that just seems stupid. i hate being alone. i hate fayetteville in the summer. i hate being on the outside. i hate school. i hate caring for people who don't care about me. i hate distance between people. i've learned that i don't, in fact,

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[funkyninja]

I agree that seeing stories on the Facebook minifeed about people who've hurt you is terrible. It's pretty much impossible to go through the act of removing that person as a friend without feeling utterly ridiculous. It's sort of like dating someone, then having to take them out of your top 8 on MySpace or taking them off your speed dial when you break up. It feels incredibly childish and embarassingly painful perhaps, I suppose, because human relationships are much more dynamic and complex than any technology would ever be apt at describing.
So yeah.
Fuck that shit.

[fallinglilys31]

yeah, well it was dating someone. it is so much worse than when i was fighting w/ moll and not talking to her and still having to see what she was up to when i just really wanted to not care. it's hard to not care a/b someone when you hear a/b them all the time. out of sight, out of mind. eh. first it was "mason grimes has removed ashley lowry from his interests." and that was kinda...i was REMOVED. and then "mason grimes has updated his interests to blahblah, kelsey..." and THEN "kelsey crawford and mason grimes are in a relationship." i dono. i should be over it but then that stupid newsfeed gives me stupid updates and the way it's phrased..it's like having a really insensitive friend who has to rub it all in my face.