i'm surprised i remembered my password automatically ( Read more... )

I'm undecided about you again ( Read more... )

HOuston w/ rae ( Read more... )

i feel so fucking..i'm not even drunk. i dono. i can't even put my feelings into THOUGHTS, much less words, if that makes any sense at all. it does to me, but then again, so do so many things that noone else ever gets..o..just..boys..yuck. well, that's not all. i mean. i just miss..things. it's like i take things for granted and then after the fact ( Read more... )

:( the most wonderful note ever just disappeared. sadness ( Read more... )

i wonder if he even knew it. what it was yesterday. what it will always be to me. god fucking damnit, no matter what, he's always going to come up somehow on that day. 2 fucking ppl that are in no way involved in me and him or ever have been just had to bring the subject up. random. ironic. shit. and then the dreams just have to occur. i will ( Read more... )

i thought i was passed this, but it still hurts. i can't imagine what tomorrow will be like.

i shouldn't have called u last nite. but i don't understand why u hung up. sry. i wish u still read these..

i want to go home. rantrantrant.

i love college. but it might be kinda bad for me.