late-night babble

[fallingphoenix]

Yes I am alive.  Though, it's late and I am sick, so this post might be horrid.  ;p

So anyway: more and more lately I catch myself feeling older.  It is fine and good since it IS known to happen to the best of us.  I can't be first person to feel it, and I HIGHLY doubt I'll be the last.  Though I have to say. . .I cant decide what bothers me exactly

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[strandmose]

Hope you feel better soon. The getting old feeling never goes away. It might change what trickers it but I definitely haven't kicked it yet ;)

[fallingphoenix]

One of these days, I have a feeling I'm gonna mutter "damn kids" to myself then realize I mean it. THAT'S when I'm really in trouble I think?

[strandmose]

Yeah probably :)

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[dansidaltroyo]

That was actually a pretty depressing video, but very charming in its own ways.

Read your post. In regards to the dilemma midway through about the young local, I don't think you need to worry about the "smart" thing to do right now, especially considering everything you said leading up to that moment. Cross the line when it comes, and if you feel the urge; otherwise it could just end up being just another missed "key event." Just my opinion, I'm not a doctor or anything.

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[fallingphoenix]

Young not so local, morelike. Heh.

Though ya. .. all honestly, my mind's prolly been made up for a while. Just waiting on time and location to be right.

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[dansidaltroyo]

Sweet! Sorry about that misread it I guess. Plus I know how you feel when it comes to age. I live amongst a bunch of 18 and 19 year old kids and I feel like a geezer. I'm only 21. Plus I think the age people get hitched and cribbed is way crazy these days. Even optimistically, I couldn't see myself in their position in four years.