aight homies. it is getting WAY to dangerous out there. so i'm makin' my LJ friends only.

hellllloooo friends.

if you want to be added and arn't. hit me with a comment.

'later dayssss'

and this is all protection from YOU.

eekkk i have 5 minutes to update. i'm successfulling in arizona with my cousin and aunt. we are staying in a very nice resort and its fun. theres always something to do but it all involves walking. we took the trolley to the library here and i have 4 minutes until i get off. oh shit. 3.

having a blast but missing all my friends. getting to this ( Read more... )

thank you:

• randi
• kathleen
• celie
• jesse
• jake

this is my life:

getting bossed around by a fuckin' bitch. (my motherly sister.)  having the want to shoot myself daily. if i took drugs, this would be the time to go outside and do them. if i drank alcohol, this would be the time to drink it... if i were suicidle, this is when i slit my wrists. if i had a gun, this would be when i used in up ( Read more... )

i fucking hate my cunt of a sister. i hate her so fucking much ( Read more... )

December 17th 2003:

"yesterday! you missed it. i was laughing so bad and so long for no reason at all. i think the littlest things are funny to me and i can't hold in my laughs. afterschool yesterday, i was walking to sanchez and on the way, thought of something and couldn't stop laughing. i laughed lastnight too.. by my self. what is up? steven ( Read more... )

diiirty life...
tell me its a dream.

diiiiim sum today! whoo hoo!

last night was awesome. my brother invited me over to zak powells house for a little party with all his friends. all my brothers long lost friends were there. we played a little drinking game (kings).. i sipped on my tea. tea. haha. and we all were having fun. fun. we danced to techno ( Read more... )

 
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happy valentine's day.

i feel like prego sick. feelin' pregnant is always the best feeling. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

the basketball game was the shit. altho i want to throw up now and pump my stomach... but can't because there is no food in it.

thank you chad for the iron maiden. its saved me.

ghosts.

i can't ever find the time to update. and this wouldn't be the best but i got things on my mind.

its all about the look. no content about it, right? is that what i'm going for. half and half. i don't care. that means i'm selfish. i don't want to hear it. that means i don't care. i care.

Yes i will scream it as loud as i can. why would i ever care ( Read more... )