its about what we have to do to make this work

so today was good. me and will fixed things. basically the problem was. will didnt love me anymore. thats so hard to write but its true. well i wanted to just break up. but he said he still cared "deeply" about me, and wants to keep on trying with this. so i agreed. basically he knows i love him, and i ( Read more... )

Saturday Paint Branch Cheerleaders competed in the Maryland 5 state highschool&allstar championship...

( we placed )

know anymore. im so unsure of anything. the only good thing that has come out of this is. i know who my real friends are. even if we just got to be friends now, or if were friends but just not as close.

on the way down, i saw you. and you saved me from myself. and i wont forget the way you loved me. on the way down, i almost feel right thru. but i ( Read more... )

||Birth Name|| Courtney Elise
||Nickname|| Cor, Court, Blackie, CC, CourtCourt, NeeNee..and now Super Freak, lol ellen
||Hair color||brown hair
||Height|| 5'9 or as pavi would say gangly
||Where do you live?|| bville...
||Birthplace|| Holy Cross Hospital
||Hidden Talents|| well...im really good at..sleeping=)

Friends..
||Best friends|| Kim, Jacqui, Matty ( Read more... )

hes everything i want, hes everythingi need, hes everything inside ofme, that i wish i could be.....Will<3

worst feelin in the world..."i love you, and i always will, i guess i just dont care as much as i used to...i still wanna be w/ you. but thats y things are different" hes beginning to stop caring for me. why cant once in my life some one love me,and love me forever? am i not good enough. god i try so hard, i would do anything for him, but he doesnt ( Read more... )

with more grace then you."

"i guess im my own better half, i guess im on my own"

well tonite i had so much fun w/ my boysss. Chris hart might just be the funniest person i know!, ahh thats me exploding! ghaha. gotta love him+Ramirez&Matty=). there so much fun. we just sat around wills gpas all nite. we were supposed to go to this party, BUT the ( Read more... )

even tho i hate this song, cuz simple plan, sounds so happy when they sing..its basically me right now.

you dont know what its like, to be hurt. to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
( Read more... )

DONE w/ exams. rocked the ap psych, did ok on english, and BOMBED AP stat. oh well i dont care.. i hate mr. cohan he is a douche times 3!

so its offical SECOND SEMESTER sEnioR....4 more month of hs. let the slacking begin=) cuz im sending my 1st semester transcript to Elon. and well no colleges will see my shit, all i have to do is maintain a 2.0 ( Read more... )

kim stevenson, matt wellen, jacqui shelton, nikki slatkins, becca genua, lauren miller& and now ellen morestien..amazing people who can look past my mistakes and flaws & love me. u guys are the best.<3 im so lucky to have u ( Read more... )