okay to start off, i puked for the first time in my life the night of drinking! ahhh it was grossss on my new teeth, ha. okay so me alicia rachel corinne brittany justine sabrina and everyone we went to this kid kevins house, you know im tkain shots being wasted i havent beeen fucking drunk in so long! ahhh, sooo people keep showing up, i was so ( Read more... )

okay the crying has stopped and ive brought myself to a level at which i can fully understand everything. well not fully everything bc all of the pieces arent all here yet, but they will be and then i fully understand until then ive gotten a hold of myself, and i think im okay now. that nessacarily doesnt mean ill b okay tomorrow, but im good for ( Read more... )

just finished watching mona lisas smile; that was sucha good movie. i love julia roberts, shes so stunning and beautiful. i have a headache now thou, too much tv for my poor eyes. im so glad i talked to gatto. :) so muchhh snow! im so excited! cross your fingers. nooo school, or atleast a fucking delay. hopefully my phone will b back on tomorrow, ( Read more... )

omg; i just watched saw. that shit is fuckkkkked up! holy shit.. thats one sick fucking movie. it was sooo good thou. my stomach is still like turning from that movie.i got mona lisa's smile too. yah so myspace doesnt hate me anymore! i got like 2 pictures to load! well atleast thats a step in the right direction im gonna go try and put more on ( Read more... )

I learned fast how to keep my head up 'cause I know I've got this side of me that wants to grab the yoke from the pilot, and just fly the whole mess into the sea ..

im a mess. an emotional mess. literally. my tears have soaked everything and i feel as thou i cant stop crying. im not sure why. its bc you all confuse me. im to lost and confused. i feel so small and insignificant, like you just couldnt care if my heart is broken in two, or my eyes well up at the thought of you. but here i am another day where i ( Read more... )

hhhhmmm.. ive been having wierd dreams latly. last night i was soo tired, i hung out with ashley ahhh we got into an accident! she rearended someone but it was fine thou.. no cops for anything the lady was really nice.. ha . then we smoked a blunt and then we chilled with mikey and smoked more and then i came home n PASSED out. i was so fucking ( Read more... )

another boring day.. bombed the us history test. my essay was kinda good thou. hmm smoked a blunt.. yee idk what else i gotta call friendlys for that job,.. and thats about it nothing new.. im so tired.. ive been so brunt out and tired all day. and my ear hurts its like this dull pain. but im gonna get back to watching shes all that. ha like i ( Read more... )

well today just completely sucked.. um last night tinas mom beat her car with a baseball bat, and then tried to take it on her bday. it was crazy and it sucked. then we went to windmill diner, and then went to rays; 5 blunts. then we met up with mel, smoked another. and then we went to tinas car to get my books for my stupid welter test tomorrow ( Read more... )

today completely sucked. i was in a mood all day. i have to do a term paper. ugh. but after school was ill.. my shoes are $40. hmm and me tina mel and sabrina went to sabrinas and smoked a nice ass blunt i was so high. and then we left there and went to dave adams and chilled without dave adams there thank god. me chris; chris; mel; tina; and trish ( Read more... )