pain so much pain

[falllenshadows]

had a second set of staple put into my arm tonight, that makes 28 in the past 2 weeks altogether

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[vetti]

It's scary how your post can seam so beautiful when all it's about is pain. YOu're a fantastic writer!

[falllenshadows]

thanks

[i_come_undone]

oh, james. i'm sorry you're hurting so much. just know there's someone across the country thinking of you and caring about you.

*hugs*
love,
me.

[falllenshadows]

sometimes that is just to far away to keep me safe from myself adn to keep me going, no matter how much I love her I just cant stop I cant get better, 3 doctor appointments this week, we will see what t hey have to say.

[sunshineblossom]

James~
seeing you post this just makes me wish i could help you more.....

[falllenshadows]

Thanks, not much anybody can really do for me though, Im a lsot cause, or at leaste it feels like that

[sunshineblossom]

lost or not finding the right answer?

[sunshineblossom]

sorry got cut off. if you need a shoulder...or an ear just let me know...im always around. i tried to AIM you but we always get disconnected

[cityrocker]

I'm sorry if this seems an inappropriate place to ask you this, but you seem like an interesting person and I'd like to get to know you better so can you please add me to your f-list? I promise I'll add you right back. Thanks. P.S. I found your username at the cuttingimage community.

[falllenshadows]

your added