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[fallofdark]

Hey, everyone. It just occurred to me recently that I haven't been to LJ for months. The occasional times I drop by here were simply to post some of my scribblings as an excuse to express emotions that I can't speak of. And I'm sad to admit that I don't know what's been happening in all your lives as of late. I don't even know what's going on with

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[cheesy_mousy]

i have not been to lj in a long time too. fb more interesting now XD

and ouch. you have not made a post in forever and now that you finally posted something, it is so depressing =(( you told me a lil about this before and i am so angry at him but after knowing the full story.... HE IS SO FUCKING DEAD!!

/HUG/ i know forgetting about him is gonna be tough but you gotta start soon.he does not deserve someone like you. really. you deserve WAYYYY better than the bastard and i know it for a fact.

[guiltyschu]

Oh shit, I'm sorry you had such a terrible experience. Not gonna lie, I've met a LOT of Australian guys that are obsessed with the idea of having an 'Asian girlfriend' simply because they've got this messed up idea that Asian = servant. They think they can get the cute girl, and she'll just cook and clean and put up with their bullshit demands because 'that's what Asian girls do'. It makes me so, so angry, and a little bit embarrassed to share a country with them.

It's by no means all guys though, so I'm just sorry you met one so early on! You're better without him, much much better, and if anyone else tries to pressure you into crap, get out of there fast. Don't blame yourself, it's not your fault that you're sweet and nice, and he's an arsehole that tried to take advantage of you. And next time you see him, be sure to tell him that he's a giant dick.

[isamijae]

I hate seeing you like this, honey. You know I love you and I look up to you as a friend (and I don't mean that literally, even though you are taller than me and all >__> *gets shot*), so it kills me to see you in such a position. Whenever you feel lovely, we (at LJ) are more than willing to be here for you and to listen. It might not wipe out the problem, but often, what we need is just that little something to make things more bearable.

Take this as a life lesson. Don't repeat the same mistake or get yourself in the same situation again, because now you know how much it hurts you (and us!). I'm glad that you pushed him away, because those kind of guys are nothing but trouble (my teacher calls 'em "wasted sperm" ^^). You're worth so much more, so much more

[mefie_toi]

I'm not on LJ much anymore these days either. I've lost touch with so many people. I miss you! I'm sorry that guy ended up being such a loser. At least you stuck to your gut feeling and didn't give in to him or what he wanted.

Also, don't try to make yourself forget, because you will think about it more. I think it's better to remember, but move on.

Typing won't make it all go away, but at least you can talk to someone about your hurts. *hug*

Also, I'd really like to send you a holiday card this year, I think you have my email address (my MSN address), if you wouldn't mind sending me an address I can mail one to. :)