6 days until apartment hunting. i have my hopes set on this one...


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im tired of insurance companies, lawyers, doctors, work, and people having sex in my bed.

8 days until the first step to beginning my new life.
im all about starting over and im glad justin will be with me.
give us a couple years, we'll be married. hahah.

so now,
just as im about to leave,
i get an offer for my dream job. the job ive wanted forever and it's even better than i imagined.
i don't know what to do.
i think i need to go still and find my dream job down there somewhere.
but what if it falls through and im left not having this job up here?
but i just cant let it fall through.

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i was in a car accident today and i spent 5 hours in the hospital.

and i still just want to save you from yourself.

when i got home tonight i saw 2 dogs just meandering around the street.
i was jealous of them.
to have that freedom and companionship,  id give up modern comforts.
i think i need to follow their lead.

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got some good convo in with leah last night.

work meeting then shortys with her, chris, ricky & company.

im doing some serious thinking about philly with leah and taylor, maybe florida still.
either way ill be out of state by the summer.

i think i just moved out of my house.

a customer told me today that i had a terrific amount of poise.

i think im florida-bound and maybe that's what ive wanted to be all along.
or i could follow the festivals for the summer and come back to go to school.

right now im home.
im too indecisive to settle.
i want to live the world.

sonar has been overtaken by 40 year old men ( Read more... )

i need to fix my room. it's been almost a month. i'm a mess. a fun mess.

why do i always get suckered in by the ridiculous ones i should be embarassed to introduce my friends too,
people who are the most different from myself are the most charming, i believe.