God, how many times have I said I hate it here? well...add another. There was a total of 5 little kids here last night Macy had 2 friends and Sydney had one of her preschool friends...and guess who got to get up with all of them about 6:00 this morning? me, so my aunt could sleep...she's such a bitch *pardon my language* I was supposed to call ( Read more... )

Ok..OK, where was I ? Umm, oh yeah, I don't want the person that I talked to thinking I just run my mouthand never know how to shut up. lol...But really, no one has ever understood me, not even any of me "self-acclaimed friends" i've been hurt by so many people so natually I've blocked it out, no matter if it was good memories or bad. Last night ( Read more... )

I talked to someone last night, about things I've never told anyone and always told myself I'd never let anyone in about. I actually talked about things that've been held inside of me my whole life span...and they listened, or at least, I feel like they were listening. I've never cried on the phone...well, except for when I got the phone call of ( Read more... )

Wow, today has just begun and it already sucks...gotta hate that. I dunno, I REALLY wanted to talk to Stevie last night...but my aunt was evil and said NO *throws scissors* lol. I am beginning to not like her very much...oh that's right I never really liked her in the first place. Everything is so dull and everyone's moves are so robotic...they' ( Read more... )

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I had to do my final project in Drama 1 Along with Amie and Laura...I wrote the script, Amie is doing props, and LAura is doing costumes. I play the prep...Laura plays the sad emo kid, and Amie plays the avrilite "poser" this is all ive came up with for the script any ideas anyone?LoL....Oh yeah, Stevie by the way I'll call you tommorrow if I don ( Read more... )

Earlier, I talked to Stevie for hmm *thinks* about 30 minutes and then my cell phone DIED on me...the nine hours must've killed it! lol...but yes I enjoy talking to him so much It's weird...I don't think I've ever liked talking to someone so much...nine hours worth, and really I didn't even want to hang up the phone then either...but... it was just ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a good day and last night was a good night....eh,*thinks for a second* yeah it was. I went to the beach yesterday, but not with my aunt so that was a definite plus...I went with my friend Amanda and it was groovy , LiKe WhOa!! Me and Stevie had nine hour long sXe phone $ex(I'm at school I had to spell it that way or it would've ( Read more... )

The strangest thing happened to me today...I was on FTJ just randomly looking through and out of the blue this guy IM'ed me and told me "you're not as pretty as you think you are," and I guess the reason I think it's strange in a funny sort of way is because I don't see myself as pretty. I never really have seen myself as one of the prettier girls ( Read more... )

this is me at prom....It's ugly like whoa! My dress was ugly and boring, I wanted a hot pink dress but got a navy one instead...at least it had flecks of silver. It was on April 24, 2004

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