i'm starting to get scared...i haven't heard from matt yet, but that's not all of it ( Read more... )

Oh wow. My heart is beating out of control. I am so nervous. I talked to Matt, the guy I mentioned in my last entry, tonite. I told him that Nicole was sick, and we talked about other shit for a few minutes...then we got off the phone because he had to go get ready to pick up his roommate from class ( Read more... )

ooh where to start ( Read more... )

so incredibly pissed off ( Read more... )

today so far i have ( Read more... )

So I finally did it. I finally made a decision I should have made a VERY long time ago, but hell--I guess I either just didn't care enough, or didn't realize that it's what I needed to do. I'm taking myself off the market. No more me in the dating scene, for now anyways. I've gotten screwed over so incredibly many times, and I'm sick of it. To ( Read more... )

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bummed again. just kinda in an overall bummed mood. sad, but for no specific reason...guess it's more of a lonely thing right now ( Read more... )

feelin' shitty.

don't wanna feel shitty.

:(

*tear*

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