Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything; a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, your opinion about me - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends have to say.
Talking to you is more difficult than you will ever know. But also it's something I'm terrified that will soon cease to occur. You seem to have moved on. I'm happy for you. You deserve more than what I could ever give you.