The day after the moon wrote it's goodbye letter and left

[falsefashion]

I am not the boy next door. I've never been anyone's neighbor. I'm so sick and tired of pretending I like people. I'm tired of being face value. I want to know what it's like. I hate being my own best friend. I hate being followed. I hate being repeated. I hate being that one guy. I'm sick of knowing what's best for me. I want to go to

Comments

[juicystarhoney]

i read it all!...not sure i understood, though.
hope you feel better...if what you want is to feel better.
you don't have to pretend that you like me if you really don't heh...if it'll make you feel better.
I'm a tough girl. I can take it. =)

picky picky picky

[allaboutus2004]

being picky IS a good trait-- look at all the cat owners who rush out and buy 50 types of food just to appease their "picky" cats, when everyone knows if you just wait long enough, the cat will get so hungry that it will eat anything. even you.
it's human nature to never be satisfied. it's what makes us all get up and go to work, hoping for a better life, a better house, a better car, a better something. cheer up, buttercup. there'll be better days.
and remember-- everyone's memories of the life they've lived automatically get better and improved as they age. bad memories become good ones by the time we are old, because we realize it was better to have done something in this life than to not have done anything at all.

[hastetheday]

I know this has nothing to do with this entry but the other day I heard my little cousin singing in the other room so I grabbed my camera and went in there and made her start over so I could record it. I don't know why but I thought "Josh needs to see this."

http://www.powow.com/jalyn/MOV03013.mpg

[deuterocanon]

What an amazing post. There's so much intelligence behind it, and you could not have picked a more fitting song to listen to while writing it.

[notliketheother]

wow. josh. you have never been more attractive than you are right now. that was amazing...and so are you! i'm sorry for whatever it is that happened..but then again...bad stuff often has a way of helping us grow into the most incredibly strong people. i've seen lots of changes in you in the past year...good changes. keep expressing. this was the best journal entry you've ever written.

you know...texas is a decent place to call home...and so is chicago (just in case i move back, i thought i'd put that out there).