In trance with oblivion. What does that even mean?!~

Dec 30, 2004 05:45

Listening to this new music, artist by the name of sonata arctica. Its a sort of music that really brings out that feeling that I get that I every now and then refferance to. Its a feeling that I cant describe or articulate in any way. Its a feeling I usually dont get without being at least a little depressed, and never before 5:00am. I suppose the ( Read more... )

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hang in there! sunrunnersioned December 30 2004, 16:40:11 UTC
I don't know you very well so I hope I'm not over stepping my bounds but here's what I think:
Nothing in this life is stable. Nothing is ever going to be so.
All you can do is take what you can get.
I,too, have very little friends and spent last christmas and new years alone, but i still enjoyed myself. We can't have a 'stable' relaionship with anyone untill we've fully created ourselves.
I can't help but wonder how strong of a friendship you have with these friends of ours. (I'm not trying to judge) From the sounds of it, you've been giving 100% into the relaionship, but how much are they putting into it.
I noticed that you have a low self esteem and I don't fully understand that. You need to be confinded in yourself. You are everything you need to be, and if you fall short somewhere(like the rest of us)all you have to do is work on that. Remember your still young, and theres nothing you can't do.

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Ello again falsememory January 5 2005, 03:06:09 UTC
Yeah, it has been a while. I havent really been on E-mail much. Work has been dominating much of my time, particularly durring the holliday season (working Xmas Eve, Day, 40+ hours per week.) At any rate, how ya been? Hows school treating you? My parents are actually trying to convince me to drop out... Im not a big fan of the idea, but they seem to think its gold. Anyway, gotta go, talk to you later.

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Re: Ello again sunrunnersioned January 10 2005, 17:15:13 UTC
I've been bored but well. School's good, if I could fouces.^_- Your folks are trying to convince you to drop out of SCHOOL? Wow! why?

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