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There's only so much I can do
There's only so much I can say
There's only so much I can feel

And it does not matter in the least.

 NOOO I went out all day
I failed
Time to make a list at least.

Too many vices that are taking over my life
Dramas
Shopping
Eating
Socializing

Too much excess can't be good for anyone.
Starting tomorrow, goal-setting time.

 I can't.  

How happy you have made me these few weeks, maybe even a month now
I hope this can keep happening, I hope that I can keep being happy with you <3

... On the other hand,
I HATE HATE HATE HATE SCHOOL.  Or rather, I hate the choices I made in course selection this year.  It will all be over by Thursday.  I just have to keep telling myself that!

It's late, and I am struggling to focus on the task at hand.
I wanna sleep
I got my wish of not feeling cuz when I'm this tired I can't care anyway

What do I wish for?  I'm seriously asking myself this

1. motivation in school
2. a higher paying job
3. to be stronger than I am
4. to manage my money better
5. to be a better daughter

can you keep being like you were yesterday?
kthxbai :)