I Can't Stop Crying
I was just reading through an old friend's lj. And after reading it I can't stop crying. I miss her and I think about her everyday. I cry about losing her a lot too. Call me sensitive, I don't care. I'm leaving it at that, because I don't want to sound too much like a wimp. But I'm hurting, and I can't make it go away.
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I completely understand where you are. One word for you--drugs. Legal ones. They help. I know that seems shitty, but I've be on them for about 3 weeks, and have noticed a world of difference. I still need sleeping pills, I still cry randomly, but I can get through the day much more easily. I can work... which is important. I'm also in counselling... That I don't like. It's not really for me (do it to make my hubby happy).
It's just an idea. I bet writing about it helps too.
Most of all, be sensitive. I cry at the oddest things because ten steps away in a thought process, even lint brings back painful memories of my mom. Why fight the inevitable?
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