secrets dont stay secrets. there are two ways of dealing with them. either the quick way or the slow way. the quick way, the band-aid way, is to just tell them. just let them out in the open and deal with them. easy right? the other way is the denile way. to keep the secret a secret, not tell anyone and wait it out. this way seems like ( Read more... )

lies ... from the time we are infants we are taught that lies are bad. the truth is where its at. but how right is that? how cruel and hurtfull would people really be if lies wernt used regularly? everyone lies. about where they are going to their parents, about their weight to their friends, about age, about dreams, about looks, about ( Read more... )

adulthood has a funny way of sneaking up on you. it seems like yesterday my only concern was what my mom would be packing me for lunch. now its things like: where am i going to get the money for my bills, or what am i going to do with the wrest of my life. adulthood sucks. plane and simple ( Read more... )

ugggggg. i feel like grandmother death. today at work, i kept having hot flashes and had to go outside... :C ( Read more... )

craig makes me smile. he asked me to go with him to his EMT banquit thingy. of course i said yes, but im a bit nervous... reason one... its like the first time we will be looked at in public as a "couple" reason one... im a youngin, im going to be the youngest one there. but as long as im with him it will be fine. he has his emt practicals ( Read more... )

i am america's next top model.

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today was a good day. i watched hours upon hours of america's next top model, wich is still on, and i couldnt be happier. I also started my diet today. i decided that i will eat good all week except on saturday nights when we go out to eat. today i ate oatmeal and a green apple for breakfast. a bowl of yellow rice with hawt sauce and ranch ( Read more... )

so. 2006 is done. and i think this has been the year of real change in my life ( Read more... )

mark is an ass. and woke me up. and tried to say i lost the effing key. but ruthann told me that she saw him take it out. so suck on that ( Read more... )