Challenge #2 -- Entry 2
Title: (I Was) Crazy About You
Pairing: Jiyong/Seungri (Big Bang)
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Jiyong wants to play his favourite game for one last time.
Song used for inspiration: Röyksopp - Silver Cruiser
He’s there, right beside you. You can almost feel his body heat; you can almost feel his skin. His bare back is towards you and his hair is a mess. Usually, he sleeps wearing t-shirts, but tonight seems to be an exception. It’s probably because of the hot weather and you want to be angry at yourself but you still can’t seem to look away. You want to reach out those few short centimetres and feel his skin against yours. You want to outline the back of his neck in the dark and you want to blindly trace the veins running down his skinny arms. You want to play your favourite game. But you don’t. No, you can’t. So you scrunch your eyes shut instead.
He’s right there. So near, so close. But you can’t touch him. You won’t let yourself. It’s bad enough that you act so clingy around him in public and sometimes it makes you sick thinking about how much you need him. How you can’t seem to get enough of this boy.
Yesterday’s conversation with the manger comes into your mind and it’s all about how the rumours are getting worse and how you should think about your image.
Seungri snores softly and you open your eyes again at the sound. He’s right there, so close…
It’s decided then. Tonight, you will let yourself be engulfed with only him. Tonight you will play your favourite game. Your senses and thoughts will be only about Seungri tonight and after that you will stop all together. You will ask the manger for a change of rooming arrangements and you won’t even look at him ever again. It’s decided.
You watch your fingers move on their own and you feel the familiar heat of Seungri’s skin against your fingertips. You close your eyes again and ghost your fingertips on the smooth skin on the back of his neck. You’ve done this so many times but still you’re not sick of it yet.
You first meet him in a cafeteria and he’s ordering the same thing as you. The two of you end up talking and you fall slowly, slowly, slowly. The first time the two of you kiss, it’s at the secluded corner of your favourite cafeteria.
Your fingers make their way over to his shoulders and it feels so right under your own skin. You repeat a small circle over and over again. So lightly, so lightly. You don’t want to wake him up.
The two of you are neighbours. At first his loud friends annoyed you and your dog annoyed him, but then you heard him singing and you fell in love. A few years later, it’s not a hard job moving all your things to his place.
You move your fingers down the length of his skinny arm. You pause when you reach his wrist and then you slowly creep your fingers and intertwine them with his.
He’s a new student and you’re the class president so it’s your job to show him around the school. The two of you click immediately and you hold his hand on the way to school every other day.
You move closer to him now, and you breathe against his hair. He smells like Lee Seunghyun and you can’t seem to get enough.
The two of you are business men and it wasn’t love at first sight. But between smelling his expensive cologne and ripping off his designer shirt, you fell for him and he fell for you.
You slide down so your lips are hovering right against the back of his neck and then you kiss the skin there lightly. You feel him shiver slightly and you don’t know he’s awake until you hear his sleepy voice.
“Hyung?”
You stop breathing for a moment, but then you remember that you will never do this again so you allow yourself to breathe again.
“Shhh, Seungri.” And you kiss him again, this time on his back. He shivers yet again and you hold his hand firmly. “I won’t ever do this again, I promise.”
You don’t wait for a reply and you kiss him again and again. On his arm, his back, his neck. He finally turns around and faces you, eyes wide. Your own gaze doesn’t waver as you creep your fingers from his hand and onto his creamy stomach. You feel his rib cage and your fingers trace over his navel. You almost don’t notice that you’re shifting closer to him until your lips finally meet his. It’s a beautiful feeling and damn, it’s allowed, because this is the only time you will ever do it.
He feels as if he is shaking and you think that maybe he’s crying so you pull away.
“I’m so sorry, Seungri.” Your voice is almost trembling.
You are the leader of a band and he is the maknae.
“I’m so sorry.” You say it again.
This is not a part of any game. You want to cry too but you can’t. So you decide to leave instead.
You are in love with him and this is real.
The door shuts quietly behind you.
Pairing: Jiyong/Seungri (Big Bang)
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Jiyong wants to play his favourite game for one last time.
Song used for inspiration: Röyksopp - Silver Cruiser
He’s there, right beside you. You can almost feel his body heat; you can almost feel his skin. His bare back is towards you and his hair is a mess. Usually, he sleeps wearing t-shirts, but tonight seems to be an exception. It’s probably because of the hot weather and you want to be angry at yourself but you still can’t seem to look away. You want to reach out those few short centimetres and feel his skin against yours. You want to outline the back of his neck in the dark and you want to blindly trace the veins running down his skinny arms. You want to play your favourite game. But you don’t. No, you can’t. So you scrunch your eyes shut instead.
He’s right there. So near, so close. But you can’t touch him. You won’t let yourself. It’s bad enough that you act so clingy around him in public and sometimes it makes you sick thinking about how much you need him. How you can’t seem to get enough of this boy.
Yesterday’s conversation with the manger comes into your mind and it’s all about how the rumours are getting worse and how you should think about your image.
Seungri snores softly and you open your eyes again at the sound. He’s right there, so close…
It’s decided then. Tonight, you will let yourself be engulfed with only him. Tonight you will play your favourite game. Your senses and thoughts will be only about Seungri tonight and after that you will stop all together. You will ask the manger for a change of rooming arrangements and you won’t even look at him ever again. It’s decided.
You watch your fingers move on their own and you feel the familiar heat of Seungri’s skin against your fingertips. You close your eyes again and ghost your fingertips on the smooth skin on the back of his neck. You’ve done this so many times but still you’re not sick of it yet.
You first meet him in a cafeteria and he’s ordering the same thing as you. The two of you end up talking and you fall slowly, slowly, slowly. The first time the two of you kiss, it’s at the secluded corner of your favourite cafeteria.
Your fingers make their way over to his shoulders and it feels so right under your own skin. You repeat a small circle over and over again. So lightly, so lightly. You don’t want to wake him up.
The two of you are neighbours. At first his loud friends annoyed you and your dog annoyed him, but then you heard him singing and you fell in love. A few years later, it’s not a hard job moving all your things to his place.
You move your fingers down the length of his skinny arm. You pause when you reach his wrist and then you slowly creep your fingers and intertwine them with his.
He’s a new student and you’re the class president so it’s your job to show him around the school. The two of you click immediately and you hold his hand on the way to school every other day.
You move closer to him now, and you breathe against his hair. He smells like Lee Seunghyun and you can’t seem to get enough.
The two of you are business men and it wasn’t love at first sight. But between smelling his expensive cologne and ripping off his designer shirt, you fell for him and he fell for you.
You slide down so your lips are hovering right against the back of his neck and then you kiss the skin there lightly. You feel him shiver slightly and you don’t know he’s awake until you hear his sleepy voice.
“Hyung?”
You stop breathing for a moment, but then you remember that you will never do this again so you allow yourself to breathe again.
“Shhh, Seungri.” And you kiss him again, this time on his back. He shivers yet again and you hold his hand firmly. “I won’t ever do this again, I promise.”
You don’t wait for a reply and you kiss him again and again. On his arm, his back, his neck. He finally turns around and faces you, eyes wide. Your own gaze doesn’t waver as you creep your fingers from his hand and onto his creamy stomach. You feel his rib cage and your fingers trace over his navel. You almost don’t notice that you’re shifting closer to him until your lips finally meet his. It’s a beautiful feeling and damn, it’s allowed, because this is the only time you will ever do it.
He feels as if he is shaking and you think that maybe he’s crying so you pull away.
“I’m so sorry, Seungri.” Your voice is almost trembling.
You are the leader of a band and he is the maknae.
“I’m so sorry.” You say it again.
This is not a part of any game. You want to cry too but you can’t. So you decide to leave instead.
You are in love with him and this is real.
The door shuts quietly behind you.