secret girlfriend = no more.

[famous_to_me]

shireen called me out of the blue today. we cleaned her room, bought a flame retardant tiara for stuey now and rolled silverware at kerbey lane. i had a lot of fun, except for that looming feeling of betrayal from someone i consider(ed) close. that's alright, i'll get over it. i did it before, i can do it again. thank you, shireen. thank you for

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[cmonkeysrshrimp]

YOU TWO ARE THO THILLY

[famous_to_me]

......................................... !!!!!!!!

[tianamolko]

because i would never get a word in if i tried to respond to you on aim, i'm responding to the things you said to me, here.

Fatty McCupcake (9:46:42 PM): fuck you for lying about doing coke.

i didn't lie. i told you i did it.
at the time, i wasn't doing it, so that part was truthful.
since that conversation with you, i have done it.
more than i'd care to admit.
but you know what, i didn't think i have to consult everything i do, with you.
or if i change my mind about something, that i'd have to tell you.
friendships don't work like that.

Fatty McCupcake (9:46:53 PM): if you don't want me to find out, don't tell my best fucking friend
Fatty McCupcake (9:47:00 PM): it can, does and will get back to me

i didn't care if you found out,
if i did, i would have told her "SHH DON'T TELL AJ."
and no, i did not say that.
because honestly, i do not care if you know.

Fatty McCupcake (9:47:23 PM): i had faith in you and us and i thought the feeling was mutual

because i went over the character limit, and was not done.

[tianamolko]

Fatty McCupcake (9:52:10 PM): if you don't actually fucking like me, why waste my time and money
Fatty McCupcake (9:52:28 PM): that's $15 i could have for lunch right now
Fatty McCupcake (9:52:29 PM): but no
Fatty McCupcake (9:52:31 PM): i thought you cared
Fatty McCupcake (9:52:38 PM): so i bought you bday presents
Fatty McCupcake (9:52:44 PM): i spent the last of my money on you
Fatty McCupcake (9:52:53 PM): and yes, that's a guilt trip
Fatty McCupcake (9:52:56 PM): but you should feel bad

i did not waste your time, or your money.
you don't need other people to do that for you,
you do it pretty well enough on your own.
and fucking christ.
you make enough money to move out now.
if your mom taking your money is a problem,
why are you staying?
so don't try to blame the you not having money thing on me.

Fatty McCupcake (9:53:10 PM): i don't know where you get off thinking you can use people the way you do

Re: because i went over the character limit, and was not done.

[famous_to_me]

yes, it took me a month to figure out what to reply this with and i'd almost forgotten to do it because it had been so long, but your fajita lj entry inspired me, i guess. well, not so much inspired as it had reminded me, because all i'm going to do is pick apart your words like you did with mine:

"i didn't lie. i told you i did it..." (etc).
you admitted to doing it after your grandma died, after CHRISTINA TOLD ME ABOUT IT. never ONCE did you TELL me you had been doing it recently or regularly. you just decided to not say anything at all and (i believe we've gotten into an argument over this sort of thing before) witholding information (no matter if you wanted to protect me from getting hurt, or yourself from getting a new asshole reamed) is still considered being deceitful.

"the feeling was mutual, yes..."
then why did you tell shireen you felt bad for not loving me back? like i said before, if you don't want me to find out stuff (or, i'll word it this way, if you want some privacy), don't confide in my best friend.

"so pretty