state of emergency.

[famously]

You would normally never find me posting twice in one day, but I just watched my boyfriend have sex with another woman. I opened up an entire folder on my boyfriend's computer (on the DESKTOP, no less) that was clearly created from this girl's camera onto his computer. Now goes the story of Jenny

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[showerskipper]

Damn.

I don't even like to think of Husband fucking other women besides me - I don't know what I'd do if put your situation. Just keep strong, girl. He's head over heels about you now and that's all that should matter, right?

[famously]

exactly, i can't possibly let myself get angry at him but after i finished watching what i watched, i ran to the bathroom to throw up. it's DISGUSTING, and not in the way that, ew private parts so gross, or even ew she's so unattractive. because as much as i hate to admit it, she's not (but i'd definitely say i'm better looking than her, which i will fully admit). i guess it's not so much just the watching, but the hearing too. it was rough.

[famously]

tell me about it. it fucking SUCKED

[sono_trappolato]

HO-LY SHIT! WHY THE FUCK HAVE YOU NOT CALLED ME!?!?!??

You know you can reach me anytime of day now!

Seriously, I should be freaking out with you right now. I would totally freak out...I'm freaking out right now and it's not even me!

Are you going to tell him you saw it? He must not be very embarrassed about it if it was on his DESKTOP!

HO-LY SHIT! can't wait to see you.

[famously]

i need you. friday is too far and i can't do this week alone.

[honest_jenn]

Daaaaamn.

My guts churn for you. I remember how I felt when my boy revealed to me that he'd had sex with an old friend of mine (in the past, before we got together, of course). I didn't even have the visual aid, but I still felt all sick and blah.

That is really weird that he just had it sitting on his desktop. I agree with showerskipper though. If he's mad about you, then you must forgive him or at least not hold it against him. He can't help what he did in the past. The most important thing is that he's over and done with that era of his life...

Hope you feel better soon!

[famously]

i would never be mad at him. i fully accept that he's been in plenty of relationships before me and has probably had freaky sex with all of them. it's just that now... i have the visual (with surround sound) data to form nightmares and worst-case scenarios involving him for the rest of our relationship, and that sucks. i mean, save an orgy how many other times can someone relationship-legally watch their significant other have sex?

[kissmyeyes_x]

wow.

the mere thought of my ex-thingy (i say thingy cause we're still kinda complicated, but i love the dude) being with someone else makes me sick.

and yeah everyone can say "well you have him now and blah blah blah", and they're absolutely right. but still..that shit is disturbing.

you'll get over it though. he'll do something absolutely awesome for you (whether sexually or just romantically) and that'll be when you block that image out of your mind.

<3 monica.

[famously]

he's amazing. it's so not his fault. but it also doesn't change that what's done is done and i've seen everything, so it's weird to deal with. i want to be happy because he's awesome, but i'm so disgusted that it's hard to reach a happy inbetween.