I apologize for not talking to anyone online or commenting the past couple of days, I am just in a really awful mood, and I have honestly bitten off the head of everyone that has crossed my path ( Read more... )

106 lbs ( Read more... )

Okay, question and answer time :) I ask question...you (hopefully) answer ( Read more... )

I can't love others until I love myself.
So fucking true (in my life at least)
I run away from so many people.
Mainly, guys.
Loving guys.
Guys that I may never be able to match again.

Why

can't

I

commit.

I love fasting. I love the empowerment. I love feeling like it's NATURAL not to eat. I love how everything feels within your power, and how it shadows every negative because you are holding on to that one little dirty secret and triumph, 'I have not eaten. I do not need food ( Read more... )

I am sickened by myself. I was thinking about it tonight, and though I have reached many of my short term goals, I never seem to reach that one far-off goal I seem to be perpetually striving for. Yes, I went from being 130 in freshman year, to being 108 in the beginning of sophomore year...but...I never 'finished' my conquest, I know that sounds ( Read more... )

WHAT THE FUCK! UPDATE! I keep typing fucking entries and it won't post it.

Fuck sorry I haven't commented or posted lately. I'v e been really busy...and caught up in my own head. I promise to post more this week :)

Soo i've done really well, all i had yesterday was my nonfat coffee, if all goes as planned that's all I'll have today. Sorry haven't updated in a while, just don't feel like it really. Take care

If I were a month I would be: October ( Read more... )