you were real. once.

In the past few months i have come to realize that one of the most valuable things in my life is my family. Its weird but almost every Sunday for the past month or so has been like some sort of family get together. I sat there yesterday in the pue watching my nephew get christened and all i could think about was how truly blessed i am. I may not ( Read more... )

 2008 will call for big changes.

So i finally have a new computer. My laptop is still broken, but having a desktop again is quite nice, especially now since its all my own and i am not sharing it with the entire family. Kerry can use it though because she let me use her laptop over the past month when i didn't have one.

Its getting close now to the end of the year, and i guess for ( Read more... )

I think the hardest things to hear are the things we don't want to believe. My dad and mom made that very clear to me yesterday. They made some very good points and as i sit here alone on a saturday night because my friends dont answer their phones, or would rather be with other people than me, it makes me realize that i really have been an open ( Read more... )

Today was just one of those days that makes you love life. It wasn't anything extraordinary or anything, it was just one of those peaceful relaxing days where the pieces of life just seem to fit. I know that days like this don't come all the time, so i like to remember and take notice of these days when they happen. I mean just sitting around the ( Read more... )

Usually the first of November is a holiday in my book. It is the day when I get to being the celebration of my most favorite holiday/time of year. Christmas time has always been the time of year when I just feel so happy with life. I would be a liar to say that I am excited for this forth coming Christmas. It was only a few years ago that I was ( Read more... )

Last night, after i came home from work, i sat down in my room. My new Christmas cookie candle was burning and the ice lights that i hung up around my room  were casting this soft glow. It reminded me so much of Christmas that of course i had to put Elf on. It was in the first few moments of Elf that i had this weird crystallizing moment, I knew ( Read more... )

In life everyone is searching for answers. Why do things happen? We like to believe that there is some greater force controlling everything that goes on, and like in some fictional movie or television show, it all comes together in the end. Its a nice theory to believe however, when reality sinks in, you come to the realization that not everything ( Read more... )

I AM GOING TO BE AN AUNT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My sister is having a baby and i couldnt be more happy!