i've been feeling way too mellow all day. and now the anxiety about my last final that i must do well on has set in, and strangely, that makes me feel a bit better. it still doesn't feel real. oh man. i feel like i'm going to vomit, i'm so stressed out over this one exam. i need it to be study group time right now, because that will relieve some ( Read more... )

ok, so i have some time to breathe, and i thought i would share a story that happened this past weekend.

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yup, just took my first one. i think i did ok. as ok as i need to do in that class since it's my pass/fail class and thus i do'nt care that much. i was aiming for a c, just in case. and in one and a half hours i have my government and business exam. super. i don't know how that will go. my plan of action for that is to not just do my usual fast ( Read more... )

people seem really surprised when i say that i'm not excited about graduating. i would be excited if i had a plan for after, but i don't. so i'm not. it's kinda distressing. mostly because my main goal in life right now is to get a place of my own, get a picabo for my tippy, and live on my own. that's what i've been working towards these past four ( Read more... )

this is a rant about the decisions i have made and am happy with, don't feel obliged to read:

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so i just revised me second poem, and marie seems to like it (but then again, she knows me and my sister, so she can see exactly what i'm talking about, whereas strangers in my class might not really know) but yeah. the people in class really liked it. and marie really liked it. it's growing on me, but i think i'm gonna keep my day job and not ( Read more... )

it was awesome, creative writing was outside today! it was very nice, because my poem was up today, so people critiquing my poem...being outside made me a bit less nervous. i always go into my workshop days thinking my writing is crap, and then they say some nice things about it...really boosts that confidence thingy...you know, that thing i have ( Read more... )

so this weekend was championships for guard! wow. it was fun, in so many ways. i'll go in chronological order ( Read more... )

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yup, it's true! crazy, it seems like this season has been going on forever. not that that's a bad thing. it's just weird to think that it's almost over. oh well ( Read more... )