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Damn I feel like deleting everything i've posted on winglin and just post on my lj from now on. Or maybe I should quit writing completely. I don't get joy from it. I get pressure. When I go online I can't do things I want to do. I have to go and read some fic I don't want to or feel like reading because i'm obligated to. I feel like i'm only writing so I don't disappoint people.
This whole fucking fanfic world is damn complicated. There are so many lame rules, spoken and unspoken, official and unofficial. I can't take it. I have a life to live. I have important things to do waiting for me. I want to just disappear from the fanfic world I don't think anyone would give a damn anyway. except maybe cause I haven't completed their request yet.
shall I? the idea is just so tempting....
Creating a new lj... creating a new email account... BEING FUCKING IRRESPONSIBLE
this might be a moment of insanity.
or perhaps my last post on this lj.
of course, my chaptered fic is my baby. Deleting it is like throwing my baby down the rubbish chute.
but then again.... I am twisted and minorly sick.
sherbelle..... I'm sorry >_<
This whole fucking fanfic world is damn complicated. There are so many lame rules, spoken and unspoken, official and unofficial. I can't take it. I have a life to live. I have important things to do waiting for me. I want to just disappear from the fanfic world I don't think anyone would give a damn anyway. except maybe cause I haven't completed their request yet.
shall I? the idea is just so tempting....
Creating a new lj... creating a new email account... BEING FUCKING IRRESPONSIBLE
this might be a moment of insanity.
or perhaps my last post on this lj.
of course, my chaptered fic is my baby. Deleting it is like throwing my baby down the rubbish chute.
but then again.... I am twisted and minorly sick.
sherbelle..... I'm sorry >_<