Yamaki drabble
title: Missing You
rating: PG
A!N: this is kinda depressing.. so, my apologies. i wrote this after finally finishing my project on self mutilation. I just had to get it out.
pain...
It ceases to hurt when it's all you remember feeling.
The smooth blade sliding into my soft flesh. The crimson spreading over my skin. I welcome the pain. It makes me feel alive... doesn't it?
Yet, everytime i cut myself, i grow number and number. I lose my purpose. Why am I doing this to myself?
Then i remember the reason. You. Yamapi. Everything about you used to give me so much happiness. Your laugh. Your facial expressions. Your quirks. The way you say my name. The feeling of your lips on mine. soft, tender, gentle. To know that you will never be able to kiss me again, never smile at me again, never say my name again, shatters my heart into a million fragments.
broken.
that's what I am.
i apologize for the shortness but, then again, it is a drabble....
rating: PG
A!N: this is kinda depressing.. so, my apologies. i wrote this after finally finishing my project on self mutilation. I just had to get it out.
pain...
It ceases to hurt when it's all you remember feeling.
The smooth blade sliding into my soft flesh. The crimson spreading over my skin. I welcome the pain. It makes me feel alive... doesn't it?
Yet, everytime i cut myself, i grow number and number. I lose my purpose. Why am I doing this to myself?
Then i remember the reason. You. Yamapi. Everything about you used to give me so much happiness. Your laugh. Your facial expressions. Your quirks. The way you say my name. The feeling of your lips on mine. soft, tender, gentle. To know that you will never be able to kiss me again, never smile at me again, never say my name again, shatters my heart into a million fragments.
broken.
that's what I am.
i apologize for the shortness but, then again, it is a drabble....