Oneshot
Pairing: Kyumin and implied others
Thanks to
jishu for the title :D
A/N: Failed to do 10 songs meme so this came out. The songs here are "Pretty Boy" by M2M and failed!translation of "Aishiteru" by Zivilia. Sorry for any failures. Announcing hiatus until unknown time. School is bitch. Will be a silent reader who comments just sometimes. :3
Everyone in the Super Junior dorm was busy. Ryeowook and Sungmin were composing songs together, and Yesung was there to make sure that nothing would harm his Wookie. Eunhyuk visited Donghae and Eeteuk in the twelfth floor to watch some American movies he just bought. Shindong was sleeping, while Siwon and Heechul were ‘sleeping’. The magnae was left alone in Kyumin’s room, playing online games but soon getting bored because he had finished them and replayed them for million times.
Kyuhyun quit the game and decided to go browsing instead. Nothing interested him and he ended up listening to online radio, with a determination to just turn off the computer and drag Sungmin back to his arms if no channel was worth listening to.
Then a song caught his ears. The melody was soft and the singer’s voice was fine, and although the song was in English, Kyuhyun loved to hear it. He quickly downloaded it and search for the lyrics to be translated into Korean so he could understand the meaning.
The title was ‘Pretty Boy’. A smirk formed in his lips. Lee Sungmin came to his mind before anyone else, not even Kim Heechul, who was infamous with the title.
I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind
A song of secret admirer, huh? Kyuhyun closed his eyes, remembering how he used to be a secret admirer of his now boyfriend.
He came to Super Junior all quiet and frightened of his bandmates, because they seemed all professional and acted cold towards him, except one person, his roommate, Lee Sungmin. Kyuhyun soon took a liking towards him and hoped that his hyung felt the same, only to notice that for Sungmin, everybody was special. Sungmin’s care for him was merely because he was truly a caring person.
I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it’s right from the start
A secret admirer… who had guts to watch from a far, exactly like Kyuhyun. He often got nightmares and awoke at night. Now, he was brave to wake Sungmin up and ask if they could sleep together and Kyuhyun would snuggle to him comfortably and the nightmares would be shooed away by that. But in the past, he could only watch his hyung’s sleeping figure, admiring the pure beauty of his face, and then slept.
Not once Kyuhyun wished he had nerves to confess, because… Lee Sungmin was a total blockhead. An innocent and loving pretty boy like him needed to clear ‘I love you’ to understand what he felt. Even until now Kyuhyun often felt frustrated because of that.
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever love no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside, make me stay, right beside you
This song, why didn’t I hear this back then so I could sing this to him?! Kyuhyun cursed himself mentally. The words in the lyrics were simple, but perfect for a confession for a blockhead. It wasn’t that words were enough to express his feelings, but, at least Kyuhyun didn’t have to stutter so embarrassingly and earn laughter from other members but a confused expression on Sungmin’s face until Eeteuk came to explain that Cho Kyuhyun loved Lee Sungmin in ‘that way’, like what happened back then a year ago.
“Magnae, what are you doing?” A familiar voice came from Kyuhyun’s back and a familiar arm circled his neck gently. “Hmm, I see you’re not playing games. Listening to a song, hmm? If you want to listen to a song, why don’t you just come into Yewook’s room and hear our new piece? Come on!” Sungmin pulled his hand grinningly.
It surprised Sungmin how easily he persuaded Kyuhyun to leave his computer. “Because you’re nice, I’ll tell you something good. We created many songs and, you know, I dedicate one for you. Actually I planned to hide it forever.”
Kyuhyun blushed. Sungmin rarely did romantic things, almost never. They headed into Yewook’s room to take Sungmin’s pink guitar and crumples of paper that looked like trashes but contained worthy treasures, then to their shared room.
“Beware. The lyrics were written years ago when you were in China, but I made the refrain just now. Listen to it carefully, okay? And don’t snap me for being too dramatic. They really were my feelings…” Sungmin pleaded.
“Of course, Hyung. I appreciate whatever you do and this is… You doing this have made me very happy,” answered Kyuhyun. Sungmin gave a cute grin then began playing the intro.
Waiting is such an annoying thing to do
Patiently waiting for you
I’m looking forward for a stop
For it’s so hard to do
Living a lonely life without you
I wonder if I should find another
While you’re far far there…
Worried
Even a second without news made me worried
Tell me if this waiting’s not for nothing
Give me a certain answer for this
I wonder how long I can last
While you’re far far there
Jealousy creeps into my mind
Fly to nowhere about you
Will you feel the same?
Kyuhyun was silent. The song was beautiful. The melody was very nice, but sad. When I was in China…? Wait, it was two years ago! So... back then he felt like this? Why did he never tell me? Kyuhyun regretted everything. He never felt more stupid than now. Ah, refrain…
Though our beings were miles apart
I believe our hearts were beside
When you miss me, close your eyes, and feel me…
The power of Kyumin love will never fade
Give trust to this loyalty
Sincerely, aishiteru
Sungmin looked up from the paper, afraid to see the magnae’s reaction. But Kyuhyun gave a warm smile, asking him to continue.
The song finished and Kyuhyun clapped in awe. “Hyung it is so beautiful…” The magnae leaned forward to hug Sungmin. “I don’t know… I don’t know that you’ve been hurt, that you’ve been missing me. I’m sorry I thought you were clueless and I myself was the only one missing you.”
“It's good to let you know. Don’t be sorry, Kyunnie. My fault that I’m too shy to speak out my feelings.”
“No, my fault. Let's be open to each other more, shall we?” Sungmin nodded. “Sincerely, saranghaeyo~” Kyuhyun copied the last line, changed the lyrics, making te elder giggled.
By then Kyuhyun decided, there was no word ‘late’ for a confession. He could still sing the song he just found out earlier whenever he liked, eventhough they were already dating now.
-End-