Oct 04, 2007 01:02
Who: Fay & Howl.
What: Fay goes to Howl's shop to ask for something.
Warning: Spoilers for Fay's past!
*Finished log*
Fay left home without saying anything. He didn't feel like talking to Kurogane and explaining him what he wanted to do or what he was willing to give up in order to get it. He had promised Kurogane he'd be with him and try to change until the time to take a step forward, but if the time came and he still didn't find life worth it, he'd leave him.
Fay had really thought life wasn't such a bad thing. He enjoyed his daily life in Fandango, being held by Kurogane at night, being shown love... But as soon as he found out there were people near him who could bring the dead back to life all the feelings he'd been trying to suppress aroused again and took over him.
He needed his brother. He wanted him back, no matter the price. Even if he had to give his own life and leave all those he loved behind. Fay felt selfish and stupid, but he could not forgive himself if he didn't try this.
His thoughts vanished when he knocked on Howl's door. "Howl, it's me, I came as you told me," he said before pulling the door and walking into the wizard's shop.