Very upsetting. Anyway, nothing new to report. The USRH office still hasn't OFFICIALLY been informed of my status as the Stevans Rep, which is funny, since I'm working office hours and joining committees, and being all proactive. Which is even funnier, since it's me ( Read more... )

I know, I'm sad too ( Read more... )

Had another episode this week. Awsome, right? I know. I was feeling so shitty, and Katie came over, and it was one of those, idk, she knew. And I knew. And we both knew. One of those moments. Then I broke down and told her and PaNhia everything, about the bipolar and the abuse and the rape and everything else, and then PaNhia got out the cookies ( Read more... )

Amazing that I kept counting, huh ( Read more... )

So, good things are happening. Very good things. My friendship with Jay has evened out, and greatly improved, I'm in USRH and Hall Gov, I'm active, I have a bunch of friends, and a life. And money. My parents even took to my conversion very well ( Read more... )

I tried to post this last night, but my comp had a stroke, so I didn't ( Read more... )

And I dont, all at the same time ( Read more... )

My LJ Friends ( Read more... )

So, I read somewhere that when you ask someone what thier biggest fear is, I mean, the BIG ONE, the kind of fear that most people don't admit unless a Freudian Clone tells them it's thier biggest fear, they'll reveal something that is directly connected to an aspect of thier personality that they know they can't change. Like, someone who's really ( Read more... )

Growing up and being mature aren't the same. Being mature, that's when you know what the consequenses are, but you still do whatever it is you weren't supposed to do. Being mature means you admit you were wrong, you accept help, or you stop yourself when you know you've gone too far. Maturity is gradual, you slowly realize over time that you made ( Read more... )