I know people. I know lots of people. But even with the people I know, when I'm around them, or eating with them, or talking to them, I still feel like I'm on the outside. It's not so much how they treat me, it's more, I'm not one of them ( Read more... )

But now I can't remember what it is.

Nothing new to report, just thought I'd log on and update for some laughs.

HA!

So I won the Muenchner Kindl Contest, which really means that I'm kind of like Miss United German Societies, or, Miss Oktoberfest. Which is cool. I get invited to all the German-American events, and I get a sash to wear (yes, for you musical theatre people, it IS blue satin) and I get the ceremonial beer stein and radishes. Cause beer's really ( Read more... )

Just got back from my date with David.

Thus far, every negative thing I've heard about him is false.

I'm so fucking happy.

So, years ago, long before I met anyone who reads this, I met a guy. We met at the pit party for a show that Sytkowski was working on, and I have had the most bizarre attraction to him since. We were reunited this last year, at CSU, where some who read this will remember my praying for a chance to talk to him in class, or going with him to a cast ( Read more... )

I may have found my Edmund, after all. Then again, perhaps not.

Sorry for wasting everyone's time.

Someone just opened up the world for me, and I can finally see.

If you didn't want me around, just fucking say so.

Asshole.

PS- Cece rocks my socks.

I really miss Stritch. I mean, real bad. Like, I thought that changing my major and my life and going somewhere where no one knew me would be SOOO GREAT, but it's not. My roommate is great. Her name is Pa Nhia, she's from Oshkosh, she has a BF and a life plan and a little caboodle of makeup that makes my overstuffed bag look like TOTAL COSMETIC ( Read more... )

I woke up in tears about 15 minutes ago. I could lie and say I don't know why, but what would the point of that be ( Read more... )

You were all right.

The Lyz thing was stupid.

So much for Christian Names, huh?