Out of fandom

Apr 09, 2010 22:15

Sometimes I really want to go back time, to the time I have not known about Akame.

I dont know why but now I am so tired.

I'm so easily hurt by Akame rumors.

I want to be out of fandom for a while or maybe forever. I dont know just yet. Time will decide if I still love Akame so much that I will still be an Akame fan girl or not.

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nhim_1011 April 11 2010, 07:08:27 UTC
if the love remains, it's not important whether you're in the fandom or not. to tell the truth, there're still more things vital to your own life, so focus on your future instead of letting some rumours take you down. you can still love them, but don't make them your burden. that's all I can say.

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fanofken April 11 2010, 12:26:44 UTC
Right after I posted the entry, I recalled all the memories from the days I often dig into google and baidu for Akame. I was so happy back then. And translating fanfics, lyrics, chatting,... I was indeed happy. But they also cause my mood swing badly. I was so stressful recently so I came to the decision that I will be out of Akame fandom for a while... or forever, I'm still not sure.

After 2 days off from everything related to Akame, my life started to feel bored and imbalance. I mean my inner is not peaceful as I wished. *sign* Maybe it takes time to adjust to life without fandom.

This afternoon I heard that KAT-TUN concert in Thailand will happen as scheduled, I feel relief. I'm still saving for that trip. Just pray everything will be alright soon.

Thank you all for your good words. I'm very thankful for all your consideration. Hontoni arigato.

I hope that pressures will soon say bye bye to me...

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nhim_1011 April 12 2010, 09:48:18 UTC
hope the pressure will bid a farewell to you. soon.
love u :)

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