I beg you not to do it, you are worth so much more to so many people than you think you are. I think that suicide is sort of a free will type thing...and not exactly sure if suicide is ever charted in. If you commit suicide, you will immediately come back into life. And that sucks...just think about it...80 MORE years on top of what you've had allready? No thank you.
Please please get help. You are crying out for it by telling us....so go and get it now. Don't wait. I will help you should you desire....there is also 1-800-suicide. Please please don't do this, it is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
Please remember how much you are worth....to your friends and family, to God and to perfect strangers like me. You are loved.
Sylvia wrote that suicide is never charted, and when it happens, everybody around you has to alter their plans. The person you were supposed to marry and have kids with would need to find a different path, as well as your future children and grandchildren (if they ever show up at all). I think she said that most suicides end up going right to the Other Side if they were genuinely depressed or sick. Still, I know I've contemplated suicide, but if I had to go back to the Other Side with a half-finished chart, I'd probably wish I had just stuck it out. You'd end up having to chart the same kind of life for a second time around, not to mention having explain to everyone you meet why you're back earlier than expected...what a social blunder
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emma is rosesevilfirechaosNovember 3 2006, 05:09:25 UTC
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"The person you were supposed to marry and have kids with would need to find a different path, as well as your future children and grandchildren (if they ever show up at all)."
But that doesnt apply for people like me.Im a lesbian and Women HATE me,I've been alone all my life and as much as I'd like to believe that will change one day.I seriously,seriously doubt it,Im quite certain I will spend the rest of my life alone.My family has disowned me and I lost my only two friends.No one would miss me if I died.I'd probably be burried in a potters field or something.
It also messes up your learning. All that learning erased - and you have to start ALL OVER AGAIN.
I think about suicide a lot too :( sometimes I get so close I get up to the kitchen and sit in front of the cabinet with the drain-o (and other stuff) in it, and think - should I open it? should i?
every day is an accomplishment. just getting up in the morning is an accomplishment!
Think about how more advanced you are than other people!
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Please please get help. You are crying out for it by telling us....so go and get it now. Don't wait. I will help you should you desire....there is also 1-800-suicide. Please please don't do this, it is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
Please remember how much you are worth....to your friends and family, to God and to perfect strangers like me. You are loved.
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"The person you were supposed to marry and have kids with would need to find a different path, as well as your future children and grandchildren (if they ever show up at all)."
But that doesnt apply for people like me.Im a lesbian and Women HATE me,I've been alone all my life and as much as I'd like to believe that will change one day.I seriously,seriously doubt it,Im quite certain I will spend the rest of my life alone.My family has disowned me and I lost my only two friends.No one would miss me if I died.I'd probably be burried in a potters field or something.
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I think about you sylvia people sometimes. seriously, I'm not joking.
(in a non creepy way of course).
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All that learning erased - and you have to start ALL OVER AGAIN.
I think about suicide a lot too :(
sometimes I get so close I get up to the kitchen and sit in front of
the cabinet with the drain-o (and other stuff) in it,
and think - should I open it? should i?
every day is an accomplishment.
just getting up in the morning is an accomplishment!
Think about how more advanced you are than other people!
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