Hawkon is going to have a kid ...... what the hell is happening to the world! I cant believe one of my friends is having a kid, a child, a little one. He already seems older to me even though im older then him by 2 days. Does put my problems in perspective though, I mean hes having a fucking kid and hes really happy about it. Ive been worrying ( Read more... )

So thing have been pretty fucked as of late, I broke up with jess today. It was not a mutual thing though, its so hard to pull away from some one so willing. I feel like ive been skull fucked by ron jeremy for 10 hours but even after our break i still took the ride back to the city with jess. We had dinner with her family, she got a tattoo and im ( Read more... )

I dont know why but when i woke up today purchase didnt seem like a place i was trying to like. Purchase seemed like a whole cheese cake being shoved down my throat all at once, Today it was sliced into easily eaten pieces. There are no bad guys, there are no good guys, no one deserves my help more then I do. Feeling bad all the time for no reason ( Read more... )

My roommates are cool, the campus is cool, but i kinda miss my crew. I got becca, jess, pluss newly added gail up here but i see some more then the others. Tonights the big party night but i dont know if i wanna leave my room, I got personal defense tomorrow and its hard on the body. When a person is thrown into a new enviorment its very hard to ( Read more... )

Ive been runing this way and that to get here and here is fun, Ive met lots of cool people. The campus has an odd crowd i didnt expect but my roommates are cool so far. Odin's cool in the RPG way and my room roommate Daniel Kim is an asain joe so im set. Im still not used to being able to have a cig and just have random people come up to me and ( Read more... )

How come everything has to be hard to do? I cant have a slow or normal life, I get into purchase and it says on the application that i will need housing. Ya know, a place to live! Well they accept me and then tell me there is no room on campus for me until people drop out. Well for once im hoping that some people decide college isent for them or ( Read more... )

..... these things are so pointless and yet im addicted to them

Pot was my best friend for a long time, it helped me sleep, eat, or just pass time. It was a hobby really instead of a drug, something you could learn about and talk about with other people. You would talk about techniques, Good growing conditions, Bong design. It was cool and fun and could be done with friends and people you just met. At first ( Read more... )

Siren fest kicked ass, I mean i had a great time even if i didnt see like half the bands there. Found some new bands, got a great book, and hung out with jess and mindy all day. Found some cool political groups while standing in a sea of uniformed indies, the irony was not lost on me. Jess was in full hipster gear and me and mindy were ..... not. ( Read more... )

Some times you feel like life cant get any better and then later find out it cant get much worse. A bi-polar roller coaster of depression and pain with dizzying heights of happiness and freedom. I dont know about any one else but when somethings really gotten to me i get a stomach ache, crippling really. Its just been one of those weeks when you ( Read more... )