Completely Incomplete
Title: Completely Incomplete
Chapter: Sequel to Irrationally Rational
Pairing : MinKey
Rating: G
Disclaimer: I only own them in my own fantasy-like mind - meaning they are not mine really..
He is everything that contradicts every single fibre of my being.
He is calm.
He is quiet.
He is tall.
He is tanned.
He loves sports.
He likes to hang with lots of people.
He prefers to stand back and observe.
I am full of emotions.
I am loud.
I am NOT short - just not as tall as he is.
My skin is pale.
I hate to break a sweat chasing a ball - infact, I dislike the idea of doing things I don't really enjoy.. like sports.
I love to be around those who I'm comfortable with only.
I like to be the center of attention - heck, I live for it.
So why am I here, waiting for that tall athletic rapper, to come back home?
sheesh~ you'd think me spending time poring over the pages of a book - in the dark, with only the lights from outside my window serves as the light as I read - will make me go to sleep faster, but I just can't.. I feel completely incomplete..
Seconds have passed, maybe minutes or hours.. I lost track of time. I don't know how long I've been reading, so lost was I in the world that the author conjures with her words, but still.. those images and fantasies the book provide cannot ease the emptiness and slight ache I feel in my heart.
There's a change in the air so I turn my head around as I feel an intensed gaze directing at me from afar in the dark. It's him. A quiet joy fills the empty space in my heart my vision is filled with him. I close the book - no longer do I need a distraction or fantasy to make me feel at ease..because he is home.
"Hey.." I greet him with a smile on my face. He just sighs, and I know he's been thinking.
He's been thinking a lot lately.. God knows what epic battle his mind is fighting in right now.. but he looks extremely adorable with those eyes filled with just enough intensity to betray his thoughts - which is confusion right now - and his face contorted with unspoken emotions.
I gesture for him to come over and he walks towards me - his stride confident and I just stare at him with a smile still ghosting on my lips - I mean, who would not appreciate a one man cat-walk show which features the attractive man whom you adore and whose muscles are evident since he is adorn with a simple white tank top and lose sweatpants. All in all - he is HOT.
He takes his place next to me, and I choose to speak since I know he doesn't like to be questioned or interrogated,"Enough thinking. Sometimes the answer to whatever problems you have up there.." I tap his forehead lightly, "is in here.." I continue while placing my right palm on his chest - exactly on the spot where I can feel his heart beating. He takes my hand in his and laces our fingers together. My heart skips a beat and the warmth from his touch seep through my nerve system, instantly calming me, and that slight ache is now gone..
"Let's sleep.." I say, still smiling up to him. He lays back on my pillows and I lay my head on his right arm. He is so warm that I can't stop myself from snuggling up close to him..
He is the exact opposite of me.
He has not spoken a word to me since he came back.. but that's okay.
Because as I lay here with his arm around me,
I find security and comfort.
I feel safe and loved.
I know he cares.
And sleep comes easily this time - the sound of our hearts beating as one is the sweetest lullaby for me.
I, the almighty one, have never doubted my feelings towards the flaming charisma of our group.
You want to know what it is?
L.O.V.E.
I mean, what else can it be..? This almighty beauty diva here ain't sacrificing his beauty sleep for nobody except for this hunk right here, honey~ ^.^
I feel him press his lips on my forehead, so I throw my leg across his hips, anchoring him to me - there's no way I'm letting him go.
We are not the perfect combination because that is Jjong and me.. but for all the differences that sets us apart, I am still undeniably in love with him because he completes me.
He is home, and I am finally complete..
written by : fantasydesire@solace. 25122010.
Chapter: Sequel to Irrationally Rational
Pairing : MinKey
Rating: G
Disclaimer: I only own them in my own fantasy-like mind - meaning they are not mine really..
He is everything that contradicts every single fibre of my being.
He is calm.
He is quiet.
He is tall.
He is tanned.
He loves sports.
He likes to hang with lots of people.
He prefers to stand back and observe.
I am full of emotions.
I am loud.
I am NOT short - just not as tall as he is.
My skin is pale.
I hate to break a sweat chasing a ball - infact, I dislike the idea of doing things I don't really enjoy.. like sports.
I love to be around those who I'm comfortable with only.
I like to be the center of attention - heck, I live for it.
So why am I here, waiting for that tall athletic rapper, to come back home?
sheesh~ you'd think me spending time poring over the pages of a book - in the dark, with only the lights from outside my window serves as the light as I read - will make me go to sleep faster, but I just can't.. I feel completely incomplete..
Seconds have passed, maybe minutes or hours.. I lost track of time. I don't know how long I've been reading, so lost was I in the world that the author conjures with her words, but still.. those images and fantasies the book provide cannot ease the emptiness and slight ache I feel in my heart.
There's a change in the air so I turn my head around as I feel an intensed gaze directing at me from afar in the dark. It's him. A quiet joy fills the empty space in my heart my vision is filled with him. I close the book - no longer do I need a distraction or fantasy to make me feel at ease..because he is home.
"Hey.." I greet him with a smile on my face. He just sighs, and I know he's been thinking.
He's been thinking a lot lately.. God knows what epic battle his mind is fighting in right now.. but he looks extremely adorable with those eyes filled with just enough intensity to betray his thoughts - which is confusion right now - and his face contorted with unspoken emotions.
I gesture for him to come over and he walks towards me - his stride confident and I just stare at him with a smile still ghosting on my lips - I mean, who would not appreciate a one man cat-walk show which features the attractive man whom you adore and whose muscles are evident since he is adorn with a simple white tank top and lose sweatpants. All in all - he is HOT.
He takes his place next to me, and I choose to speak since I know he doesn't like to be questioned or interrogated,"Enough thinking. Sometimes the answer to whatever problems you have up there.." I tap his forehead lightly, "is in here.." I continue while placing my right palm on his chest - exactly on the spot where I can feel his heart beating. He takes my hand in his and laces our fingers together. My heart skips a beat and the warmth from his touch seep through my nerve system, instantly calming me, and that slight ache is now gone..
"Let's sleep.." I say, still smiling up to him. He lays back on my pillows and I lay my head on his right arm. He is so warm that I can't stop myself from snuggling up close to him..
He is the exact opposite of me.
He has not spoken a word to me since he came back.. but that's okay.
Because as I lay here with his arm around me,
I find security and comfort.
I feel safe and loved.
I know he cares.
And sleep comes easily this time - the sound of our hearts beating as one is the sweetest lullaby for me.
I, the almighty one, have never doubted my feelings towards the flaming charisma of our group.
You want to know what it is?
L.O.V.E.
I mean, what else can it be..? This almighty beauty diva here ain't sacrificing his beauty sleep for nobody except for this hunk right here, honey~ ^.^
I feel him press his lips on my forehead, so I throw my leg across his hips, anchoring him to me - there's no way I'm letting him go.
We are not the perfect combination because that is Jjong and me.. but for all the differences that sets us apart, I am still undeniably in love with him because he completes me.
He is home, and I am finally complete..
written by : fantasydesire@solace. 25122010.