waiting for the 7-18

[fantomfreak13]

So i've been thinking about change a lot recently. I feel like i've gone through dramatic changes since being here and most of the time I don't really know how to deal with them. I realized since I started drinking everything has been so different. Weird? Maybe. In my mind, I picture my moral/self structure is that of a pyramid. Starts out with a

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[blindedpoodle]

kat. school is overwhelming, i know, but i think you're starting to figure out what your problems are which is good because thats the first step of learning how to solve them. you do depend on your friends a lot, you've had them since 5th grade. now you are suddenly thrown into an entirely new group of people who dont think like you and definately are not the old friends that you had. but its ok. its alright to feel out of place, because you are, for the first time in your life. its going to take awhile to adjust, but you need to know that you cant make friends at parties and you wont find a boyfriend there either. join a club or a sport or a group or something so that you can find people with similar intrests cause you're a big school and people like you are dispersed throughout the campus. also, stop looking for a guy, the reason you are looking for one is because with out your friends there is something missing in your life, since you havent been able to fill that space with new friends that are as good as your old ones,