so, last night was my party. and needless to say, it was a success ( Read more... )

so chris and i decided to stay together when we go to school.
i want it to work.
really bad.
i love this kid more than anything.
(once again another awesome random post by mary)

it's my birrtthhdayyy!
it's been nice so far. but it's not even half way over.
:)

i can't believe i cried for 2 hours last night.
2 hours.
reallyyy bad headache after.

so this whole being in love thing.
its working out
amazingly

i find it really pathetic how much i go onto myspace.
and i find it really pathetic about how i get a little pissed when the server is down. haha. i play it off like i dont care but secretly, its kind of irritating me. and i suck at pacman. haha anyway
im at chrissys. and..i love her. and kimball. a lot!!!!

mary doesn't like being torn between two things.

i dont want to lose this feeling again.
by again, i mean, with the end of the summer.
i doubt i could handle long distance.
i doubt he could. im confuseddd.

lets just say, i had a really good night last night.
everything is clear.
and everything is good.

i feel like i'm not myself anymore. i feel myself changing, in some ways i'm more mature, but with that i've become a little bit more irresponsible. one year ago, i could tell you with complete honesty that i'm never late for anything. if i tell someone i'm going to be at a place and some time, i'll be there. but lately, i've lost all track of time ( Read more... )